wise opinion which will refute my silly one
What would be a point of that? Opinions are just opinions it makes no difference to me what is your opinion. I just express what I think about it. Simple.
There is nothing that need to be refuted because short of being clairvoyant, you make a lot assumptions based on a hot air you spew.
In other words there is nothing in your post that needs to be refuted. You should make an effort and post something with meat rather than bare bones of your fear and obsessions'. What to refute - you own them and only thing I can say to that is - don't be afraid it is gonna to be ok.
) You could say "The Internet" as well.
dude type in googles interia.pl and you will find it there.. you need to do it now.
It is not difficult.