Wariat
8 Dec 2013 #1
You guys may remember me from previous nicks I had and know that Ive done a bit or time (a couple months) for trying to meet a girl online (I wont go into the details). Anyway, recently I got arrested again this time for assault with a deadly weapon for getting in a bar fight where I responded to an attack with anger and a pint glass but the guy came at me first with multiple punches and from the side I saw his friends walking toward me before my response. Anyway, because of me already being on probation and my history I took a county year and a strike under California's three strike laws.
I met a young man in there who really needs a movie or a book or both. This is a story of a handsome young man who became like my brother in there and who told me he is Polish or mostly Polish in his background although he was raised and born here.he could have been a leader in life. Not only does he have incredible basketball talent but I saw the way he lead and even Mexicans followed him and there were only like five white guys there in the drop out gang pod (thats how much respect he commanded). Meet Christian Speaker:
extras.mnginteractive.com/live/media/site6/2013/1115/20131115__ss cs1116cmspeaker~1_GALLERY.JPG
I suggest you read the rest of his story while listening to the music from the movie Driver, or Kavinsky's Nightcall.
What I noticed in him and the reason we clicked was I saw respect and intelligence. I did not see a thug but a warrior. Someone who does not look for people weaker to bully or beat up or prey on or take advantage of. He even rejected most of my offers to hook him up with canteen stuff. I saw someone who will get down with a drop of the hat and take leadership roles like roll someone out that causes problems or that just came in that is a potential risk (he rolled so someone else out who he said was an active northern rider).
Me and my mom sent Christian some money recently and a book and he replied right away and sent us a letter that came in today. He said this was the first time in his life someone ever showed any love to him and that he was only 17 yrs old when he was in this area so he know was trying to explain how happy he was and how no one ever cared for him or showed him any compassion or love. He said this is the first time anyone has ever done anything like this for him.
Many of you probably have no idea what goes on in california or have probably done a days time in these hell factories. There are young men under 20 years old being shuffled in there with no hope of freedom ever entering their hearts and put in places that are so horrible they don't exist in many third world countries. They put them in these jails with no programs and nothing to do then when they right they charge them like if they did it in the free world and even after guards place enemies in the same pods or tanks.
His charisma was incredible when I met him as a fellow inmate. He knows and accepts the fact that despite being 20 yrs old (17 at the time of his crime), he will never get out of prison. He has been in group homes and juvenile gladiator schools since a young age and told me personally how he grew up in a very violent home. He also told me " this is my world. Ive been doing this all my life." Here is some more information about him and how his life led to the murder he committed and how he really represents what a lost kid or a child swallowed up by the system is:
santacruzsentinel.com/ci_22013302/teen-who-killed-watsonville-sto re-clerk-gets-life
This was when he was a teen of 17 and had to start the beginning of his life inside the system:
kionrightnow.com/Global/story.asp?S=13383808
Here is another potential life sentence he is fighitng for fighting and continuing his behavior ( the only one he knows) inside the jails and gladiator schools:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24527060/eureka-man-convicted- 2010-watsonville-murder-pleads-guilty
mercurynews.com/central-coast/ci_24088710/fight-breaks-out-santa- cruz-courtroom-between-convicted
Unlike what many community college sociology professors would like you to believe or the media, this isnt an only black and hispanic problem. There are plenty of white guys like this or lost children who no one speaks out for or believes in and are even in worse position than minorities in his position because there are less support groups no activists or books being written since everyone focuses on the black and brown problem. These guys are like left to rot without love or care because they are not black or brown with no attention paid to them.
Oh, and he was a norteno gang member on the street when he committed the murder but went wood or white on the inside since he told me that his dad gave him a choice: "you will either go white on the inside and ride with us or go northener, but if you do that we will kill you." As you can see, this is the only world he knew: gangs, drugs, violence.
Also, in terms of fighting, I've seen Speaker in action and boy he can fight despite his lan and tall statue he can use that size unlike any of the NBA basketball fights you've ever seen. He took out a man named sniper (Mexican gangster who looks like those guys in the movie training day where they try to kill officer Hoyt). He torpedoed inside a cell full of four people (including Sniper) at once to make room for an attack and in a split of a second can turn it on and off.
He looks almost like me to the dot when I was younger. He is a blond hair blue eyed leader with Polish roots who would have made many women happy but instead America is shuffling him through the system where all his life (since 17) he will not get a chance to live a normal life. He will not get a chance to see the sun or breathe fresh air and be out in a system full of mexican and black savaged trying to punk whites any chance they get. Except they will never punk him, in fact half of them followed him in there. He is a true leader, a warrior caste.
Imagine a nation that does this to people. Violence is all he knew since he was in diapers. He was raised by the state and was actual a word of the state officially when he committed the murder. Group homes, YMCA, juvenile facilities, etc. was his world. Even read the comments in this article:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24533747/eureka-man-convicted- kill ing-watsonville-shopkeeper-sentenced-jail
Im sure a woman could have changed him if one gave him a chance. But he gave up and when there was a pod full of jailed girls across he hardly ever acknowledged them or acted like the rest of the guys starring at them with no hope of being face to face with them anyway.
He hugged me in there when he realized how horrible or a place I put myself in and how bad it was in there. You guys dont understand in California there is a whole society, a whole world, inside the world you know. It is so horrible so violent and so controlling where to see the sun and fresh air once a day is a privilege. It is so horrible you don't even have pillows to sleep on so your ear up daily with neck sores. It is so horrible you feel the walls closing on you with no hope or future awaiting.
My family has also recently send him some money and a book and he didnt know who it was from but responded right away and sent me a letter. He said this was the first time anyone eve did something like this to him or showed him any love in his life. Anyway, his life is a tragedy and I see a book or a movie In the future.
I don't know why the initial images are not showing up when I copy and paste but here is the most current image of him and article:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24527060/eureka-man-convicted- 2010-watsonville-murder-pleads-guilty
Here is another news pice showing the wayne looked during the time of his arrest at age 17 and how Polish he really looks:
santacruzsentinel.com/ci_21990011/teen-convicted-killing-watsonvi lle-store-owner-now-wants
I met a young man in there who really needs a movie or a book or both. This is a story of a handsome young man who became like my brother in there and who told me he is Polish or mostly Polish in his background although he was raised and born here.he could have been a leader in life. Not only does he have incredible basketball talent but I saw the way he lead and even Mexicans followed him and there were only like five white guys there in the drop out gang pod (thats how much respect he commanded). Meet Christian Speaker:
extras.mnginteractive.com/live/media/site6/2013/1115/20131115__ss cs1116cmspeaker~1_GALLERY.JPG
I suggest you read the rest of his story while listening to the music from the movie Driver, or Kavinsky's Nightcall.
What I noticed in him and the reason we clicked was I saw respect and intelligence. I did not see a thug but a warrior. Someone who does not look for people weaker to bully or beat up or prey on or take advantage of. He even rejected most of my offers to hook him up with canteen stuff. I saw someone who will get down with a drop of the hat and take leadership roles like roll someone out that causes problems or that just came in that is a potential risk (he rolled so someone else out who he said was an active northern rider).
Me and my mom sent Christian some money recently and a book and he replied right away and sent us a letter that came in today. He said this was the first time in his life someone ever showed any love to him and that he was only 17 yrs old when he was in this area so he know was trying to explain how happy he was and how no one ever cared for him or showed him any compassion or love. He said this is the first time anyone has ever done anything like this for him.
Many of you probably have no idea what goes on in california or have probably done a days time in these hell factories. There are young men under 20 years old being shuffled in there with no hope of freedom ever entering their hearts and put in places that are so horrible they don't exist in many third world countries. They put them in these jails with no programs and nothing to do then when they right they charge them like if they did it in the free world and even after guards place enemies in the same pods or tanks.
His charisma was incredible when I met him as a fellow inmate. He knows and accepts the fact that despite being 20 yrs old (17 at the time of his crime), he will never get out of prison. He has been in group homes and juvenile gladiator schools since a young age and told me personally how he grew up in a very violent home. He also told me " this is my world. Ive been doing this all my life." Here is some more information about him and how his life led to the murder he committed and how he really represents what a lost kid or a child swallowed up by the system is:
santacruzsentinel.com/ci_22013302/teen-who-killed-watsonville-sto re-clerk-gets-life
This was when he was a teen of 17 and had to start the beginning of his life inside the system:
kionrightnow.com/Global/story.asp?S=13383808
Here is another potential life sentence he is fighitng for fighting and continuing his behavior ( the only one he knows) inside the jails and gladiator schools:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24527060/eureka-man-convicted- 2010-watsonville-murder-pleads-guilty
mercurynews.com/central-coast/ci_24088710/fight-breaks-out-santa- cruz-courtroom-between-convicted
Unlike what many community college sociology professors would like you to believe or the media, this isnt an only black and hispanic problem. There are plenty of white guys like this or lost children who no one speaks out for or believes in and are even in worse position than minorities in his position because there are less support groups no activists or books being written since everyone focuses on the black and brown problem. These guys are like left to rot without love or care because they are not black or brown with no attention paid to them.
Oh, and he was a norteno gang member on the street when he committed the murder but went wood or white on the inside since he told me that his dad gave him a choice: "you will either go white on the inside and ride with us or go northener, but if you do that we will kill you." As you can see, this is the only world he knew: gangs, drugs, violence.
Also, in terms of fighting, I've seen Speaker in action and boy he can fight despite his lan and tall statue he can use that size unlike any of the NBA basketball fights you've ever seen. He took out a man named sniper (Mexican gangster who looks like those guys in the movie training day where they try to kill officer Hoyt). He torpedoed inside a cell full of four people (including Sniper) at once to make room for an attack and in a split of a second can turn it on and off.
He looks almost like me to the dot when I was younger. He is a blond hair blue eyed leader with Polish roots who would have made many women happy but instead America is shuffling him through the system where all his life (since 17) he will not get a chance to live a normal life. He will not get a chance to see the sun or breathe fresh air and be out in a system full of mexican and black savaged trying to punk whites any chance they get. Except they will never punk him, in fact half of them followed him in there. He is a true leader, a warrior caste.
Imagine a nation that does this to people. Violence is all he knew since he was in diapers. He was raised by the state and was actual a word of the state officially when he committed the murder. Group homes, YMCA, juvenile facilities, etc. was his world. Even read the comments in this article:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24533747/eureka-man-convicted- kill ing-watsonville-shopkeeper-sentenced-jail
Im sure a woman could have changed him if one gave him a chance. But he gave up and when there was a pod full of jailed girls across he hardly ever acknowledged them or acted like the rest of the guys starring at them with no hope of being face to face with them anyway.
He hugged me in there when he realized how horrible or a place I put myself in and how bad it was in there. You guys dont understand in California there is a whole society, a whole world, inside the world you know. It is so horrible so violent and so controlling where to see the sun and fresh air once a day is a privilege. It is so horrible you don't even have pillows to sleep on so your ear up daily with neck sores. It is so horrible you feel the walls closing on you with no hope or future awaiting.
My family has also recently send him some money and a book and he didnt know who it was from but responded right away and sent me a letter. He said this was the first time anyone eve did something like this to him or showed him any love in his life. Anyway, his life is a tragedy and I see a book or a movie In the future.
I don't know why the initial images are not showing up when I copy and paste but here is the most current image of him and article:
santacruzsentinel.com/santacruz/ci_24527060/eureka-man-convicted- 2010-watsonville-murder-pleads-guilty
Here is another news pice showing the wayne looked during the time of his arrest at age 17 and how Polish he really looks:
santacruzsentinel.com/ci_21990011/teen-convicted-killing-watsonvi lle-store-owner-now-wants
