I can understand those Poles who think i am crazy to want to go to Russia, and that the Russians are not to be trusted...
The "official" side of life is very much different from the unofficial one ...
I'm quite amazed at the quality of "Russian analysis" of the Russian-Polish as well as the international relations and Russian internal situation occasionally given in interviews to the Polish press by Russian social scientists, journalists etc. I read them with pleasure as they show an interesting and quite thorough point of view which I often don't find in the Polish analyses of the subject.
Do you know Alexandra Marinina's criminal stories translated into English? I am presently reading one of them, Украденный сон (in Polish translation), which gets me nicely into the realities of Moscow in the times of transformation (1995). My two lady friends have just returned from an organized trip to Moscow (their main goal was to see Vladimir Ilyich Lenin in the Red Square before they decide one day to bury his body into the ground according to his own wish) and they have found the Russian capital - in contrast to Warsaw - an unexpectedly calm and very relaxed city.
I wish you all the best on your new path of life; if and when my turn comes to see Lenin in the Red Square, I will just think that Владимир Ильич rests in peace not
that far from a place that Wildrover lives at present.