your story saddens me on one hand
Oh , believe me...i have much sadder tales in my life...but i have also had moments of great joy....
Everyones life is a mixture of ups and downs , but mine seems to have had such extremes of both....
I have had times so great that they make me smile ,many years later , times that most people will never get to experiance , but i have also lived through moments that most people never see in their worst nightmares...Its all part of what i am ( a looney )
I led a very crazy life , and sometimes you have to pay the price of such craziness...When i look back i am thankfull to be still alive , and have all my parts still attatched..!
Last night , after five days of no human contact alone on my farm i came across a photo of me taken in front of a crowd of fifty thousand people who had just seen me win a race against a whole bunch of top riders who had better bikes than me...Is seems like another life of another person.... a crazy crazy life....
Now its time to yet again shed my skin and move on to another life , another challenge....I am looking forward to it... It can,t be any harder than the Polish challenge , i will at least be with somebody that speaks the language , and is in fact a teacher of Russian , so life has to be less fraught than life here alone has been...
For the first time in five years i will be able to pee in an inside toilet...how great is that..???