I don't know what your childhood trauma is
None here thank you very much but face it you are the one with some very deep seated issues who is on here seeking undeserved pity from a bunch of strangers.
There is no denying that Jews have done extremely well for themselves in the United States and don't face the systemic racism and cyclical poverty and discrimination which any other minority group faces generation after generation.
So rather than you falsely portraying America as being some hotbed for anti-semitism which you need to flee from why don't you go and check your privilege.