Love /
Polish blonde and a British pensioner. No fool like an old fool, or is it love. [57]
with these words, you can convince yourself, but, you can not convince this 29 years old sexy girl being with 72 old men to be with you.
Let's just be diplomatic and tell you that I've been with sexier girls than her. I don't fool myself with sexy anymore though, because a lot of women are sexy, wether they realize it or not. Excuse me, but I can't convince who? Just be happy I'm not posting pictures of the last party I've went to, because you might get jealous and depressed, and me being a gentleman these days, am certainly not going to post pictures of other people without their permission.
Oh, and I don't have to convince her, because something tells me she won't spend her whole life with that man. (And having all the money in the world but no partner still doesn't make most women very happy!) She'll figure it out some day..
It's all about money in your world, but you forget I also live in the real world, and in the real world, most of my friends who are construction workers are all happily married with a working girl. (And most of those girls are more than sexy enough, but more importantly, they value friendship, personality and character!) Me? I choose to stay single for the time being, because right now I have too many plans for the future, and I want to see how it all works out before I make any rash decisions. I know a relationship takes commitment, and I don't know what the future holds for me, but if I'm ever going to be a dad somehow, then atleast I want to be a dad who's happy with what he does, and also a dad who doesn't have to worry about not being able to give all the things I think any child should have to my child, or children.
So it has nothing to do with the girls, with me or whatever you're going to make of it. I'm happy as I am, but I do miss the company very much. I know tomorrow will be different though, once I can do something I like for a living. (Because that's also important!)
