Indeed solitude has a way of becoming your friend, while often your enemy at the same time.
It seems this farm has some darkness about it...something that wants to make me sleep and not make progress , my Russian lady can feel it , and is happy i decided to leave the place for a while to go to her in Russia..
Ksusha has Gypsy blood in her , and can see and feel things beyond the normal , she always asks me how i am when we chat on skype , but its only being polite , she knows exactly how i am without me telling her...
When we met in Kiev i took with me a box of photo albums , the wooden box was from my farm , and she could could sense some darkness something way back in history that made the place very sad , its not anything evil , just sad...
It would be easy to dismiss what she feels as rubbish , but she has so often told me things that she could not have known unless she has some kind of gift....
On the plus side , it seems i shall have a long and happy life in the future...
