Look at yourself, you said that you gave up women (...)That's why you are not and never would be an incel.
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Thanks... An Incel is an involuntary celibate (He got no chance with women) I am a voulentary celibate. After I understood people in general, that people test each other and why+that people were not afraid of me, so they basically thought they could do whatever they want. (I tried to calm people down and not give the impression og being dangerous as I had decided to counter-act very strongly against anger so not to act with physical violence uncontrollably. So I avoided threatening people a.k.a testing through with physical force. So I tested unconciously through by giving an opposite option of what somebody was doing. People felt or thought that I had a hard time saying «No» too thinking me as weak. While in reality I had a very polite upbringing, having to be gentle+kind etc. honoring my heritage etc.
Which people around me had no clue about or were simply oblivious towards.
After I came to that realization, I was a bit insulted that thought of me as weak or having no reason to fear me. But I calmed down, and got into a mode of "I will show them all what I am capable of, and everyone who have ever underestimated me"
Then I learned about emotional intelligence, how women operate. (What they do, what they say and why, why they forms groups as teens and throw each other out of it. Then reinviting etc)
I also shortened down every addiction I had to only wanting God in my life (filling myself with as much love as possible, as not to deteriorate after such realizations cause I realized I felt a bit bitter. And I didn't want to end up as a bitter man.
Found purpose and avoid as much interactions with women as I possibly can, stopped dating, focusing on my career. Basically limiting my contacts to closest friends+family and focusing on my career in the army.
So yeah I post here from time to time to have social interactions. As I have it limited as much as possible, knowing that meeting any of you from here is rather a low chance. I post rather freely and open.
Before I was, one can say addicted to the thought of having sex with women. Now I rather not think about it, the arousel still exists. But the motivation/interest is basically non-existent anymore. I understand gay people more and more to some degree, hopefully I won't turn gay tho