I dont know what it is but I just feel uncomfortable in Poland approaching or hitting on women. I even feel uncomfortable sitting near one on the bench and this is normal in Poland where people sit on opposite sides on a bench of when I do I do it so unsmoothly and ask for permission unlike local polish people in say Warsaw where Im at. I just feel weird here. In other countries its easy or natural for me to talk to women or hit on them but this could be due to being new or excited there and not sure if it would last either. the marazm or down comes back or lack of motivation to try possibly but it could be Poland and their coldness. For instance just now I felt so uncomfortable sitting next to this redhead woman who i thought was good looking and she was middle aged or older and i couldn't utter anything to her and ive done this so many times in Malta which is weird. In Malta I met this Lithuanian woman who looked similar to her was also a redhead and just by walking near her is tarted commenting on the weather. I can never do this in Poland or at least anymore and in fact females do it more than i to them thats how bad it is thats how bad i am doing in this culture or around the people.
