Love / Had a big problem in Poland - a guy lied to me [33]

@Rich Mazur
I forgave him but as you can imagine, not all crimes are reported. I suggest you read myths about rape to learn more.
@pawian
No, I'm sure I'm female, sorry for the confusion!

I didn't enjoy it, I was scared, and it was unrelated to size.
@Ziemowit
I arranged to rent a room with a landlord as opposed to wanting to be raped. Sorry for the confusion!

Love / Had a big problem in Poland - a guy lied to me [33]

@Rich Mazur
I'm sorry you feel this way that people would lie about this topic. There are actually people who reach out for support and I'm one of them:)

@Ironside
Nope, it's not impossible, it did happen!

Love / Had a big problem in Poland - a guy lied to me [33]

@Ziemowit
Yes, I left after this incident. I know I don't look good which I'm ok with but the rape has left me feeling afraid of people and afraid to go outside. I wasn't looking to have sex but he forced me but at the time I made excuses for him like, he can't control himself but he does at least want a relationship. I'm female, I just named it after Rainman.

@pawian
Thank you for understanding. To be clear he lied to me and later admitted he pretended to want a relationship to get me to meet him etc and the rape itself has left me feeling scared. I was out in public on my own yesterday and had lots of anxiety. He seemed so nice but told me he lied about everything, he said he isn't violent to women but he was:(

@FemaleFriend thank you for understanding. I did say no but he wouldn't listen but at the time since he kept saying he loved me and wanted to marry someday, I was making excuses for him but it was really scary to be honest.

I don't think it's a polish thing, my friend I'm visiting in London is polish and my best friend is polish, I actually learned the language while in London though I'm American originally. I just posted here to describe that this happened when I went to Poland. I am currently trying to get into counseling to help me get over my feelings of fear towards people.

Love / Had a big problem in Poland - a guy lied to me [33]

I met him in my hotel which was near the Rynek. I had arranged to move into a room but I left because I was in shock. So I phoned the landlord from London saying I'm not coming back, keys in the room. He lived somewhere near Ozimek as far as I know due to taking the bus to opole.

I know I don't look good but if you're curious my Instagram is mummyslittleporker, it's private for now because he bothers me on there.