lonewolf
11 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
wow! well thank you all for your words.
wow! well thank you all for your words.
lonewolf
11 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
is grave enough if you thought you put your trust and love with someone and turns out that you were wrong. dissapointment can be a ender for sure. but maybe you are right. thanks for the words!
is grave enough if you thought you put your trust and love with someone and turns out that you were wrong. dissapointment can be a ender for sure. but maybe you are right. thanks for the words!
lonewolf
11 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
got upset over something trivial, but didnt know it at the time. instead of giving myself space and time to figure it out, i reacted. completely out of ego and she was there to witness the whole thing. imagine being totally confused about something, but thinking you know what youre talking about. then defending it to someone who already knows that you have no clue. (in a nutshell)
got upset over something trivial, but didnt know it at the time. instead of giving myself space and time to figure it out, i reacted. completely out of ego and she was there to witness the whole thing. imagine being totally confused about something, but thinking you know what youre talking about. then defending it to someone who already knows that you have no clue. (in a nutshell)
lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
no. i did not hit her. what happened is in the post above.
no. i did not hit her. what happened is in the post above.
lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
wrong person, no. wrong time, yes.(in my opinion)
wrong person, no. wrong time, yes.(in my opinion)
lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
her birthday is in september, so im thinking a non invasive text will do. ive been told to wait for her to contact me, after all she broke up with me and i informed her that i didnt agree, so she knows. the move is hers to make. what happened...? as most people do, she loves her space and freedom. but unlike most people, she knows when she is angry/hurt/sad/confused that its best to mentally disect the situation before reacting. i didnt allow her that. i wanted "now now now" i was "racing". the last time was too much and i was really pissed, i lost it. extreme loss of consiousness, if you know what i mean. and that was it for her.
Do you think you can change and never ever again do whatever it is you did (twice by accident, once on purpose)?
i most definatley wont do it again, to her, anyone, and most importantly not to myself. being without her and having time to myself is an extreme wake up call to say the least. the times before i didnt understand why she was affected so much by what i did, but this time i finally understand. seems to be too late though...
her birthday is in september, so im thinking a non invasive text will do. ive been told to wait for her to contact me, after all she broke up with me and i informed her that i didnt agree, so she knows. the move is hers to make. what happened...? as most people do, she loves her space and freedom. but unlike most people, she knows when she is angry/hurt/sad/confused that its best to mentally disect the situation before reacting. i didnt allow her that. i wanted "now now now" i was "racing". the last time was too much and i was really pissed, i lost it. extreme loss of consiousness, if you know what i mean. and that was it for her.
Do you think you can change and never ever again do whatever it is you did (twice by accident, once on purpose)?
i most definatley wont do it again, to her, anyone, and most importantly not to myself. being without her and having time to myself is an extreme wake up call to say the least. the times before i didnt understand why she was affected so much by what i did, but this time i finally understand. seems to be too late though...
lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
basics:
im 25 shes 32
im american, she is originally from poland, but came to the states at 18/19.
she is an amazing woman who loved me very much, and i her.she is beyond this world wise and knowing. and we had almost 2 years together. things got rocky toward the end and i did a lot of things i shouldnt have. things that she did not like. the first two times were by accident. the last time was intentional.
after almost 2 years of intense love and a relationship like none other, her words, she kicked me out of her life completley. she will not talk to me. she ended it. im wondering though, with such a strong connection and understanding if there is anything i can do or is it possible to gain a polish womans trust/love back. i have not contacted her for weeks now and dont plan to. i am giving her space. but im thinking a love like this...is there any way?
also: she is a firm believer of dreams and symbols and has a very tight relationship with her mother if that helps. before we met, we both dreamed that we would meet eachother. weird, i know, but it makes me wonder even more.
if i could get advice from the somewhat older/experienced people that would be great. but im open to anyone as long as its honest.
basics:
im 25 shes 32
im american, she is originally from poland, but came to the states at 18/19.
she is an amazing woman who loved me very much, and i her.she is beyond this world wise and knowing. and we had almost 2 years together. things got rocky toward the end and i did a lot of things i shouldnt have. things that she did not like. the first two times were by accident. the last time was intentional.
after almost 2 years of intense love and a relationship like none other, her words, she kicked me out of her life completley. she will not talk to me. she ended it. im wondering though, with such a strong connection and understanding if there is anything i can do or is it possible to gain a polish womans trust/love back. i have not contacted her for weeks now and dont plan to. i am giving her space. but im thinking a love like this...is there any way?
also: she is a firm believer of dreams and symbols and has a very tight relationship with her mother if that helps. before we met, we both dreamed that we would meet eachother. weird, i know, but it makes me wonder even more.
if i could get advice from the somewhat older/experienced people that would be great. but im open to anyone as long as its honest.