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So I found out the guy I was prepping myself to fight in Warsaw [19]
I sont desire it, but Im not going. to get punked or put down for no reason on a constant basis. I let a lot of **** go and people constantly perceive me as weak or think Im rich or something and try to walk all over me, so all I do sometimes like in this case is stand my ground. I didnt actually plan on fighting him the who,e time he was in my face, I never attacked him, I think he is more like the way you describe. The only time in my life I straight attacked was when Iw as in peison and that was like only twice to put myself in the hole away from the Northern Riders prison gang who were all Gatheirng forces against me. All those situations in Umerica were a result of their slyness and trickery and cops hating a foreigner or wanting ane asy case and no. i vestigation, not because I was the agressor orstarted the problems. I simply didnt baxk down and when the fights came they came, in Poland no one really goes to cops or uses cops with lies or suing people or trickery or go to doctor for insurance money, etc. so its a whole diff world. even a guy like this isnt afraid to attack people i side an establishment he works while in the usa hed probably be sued by now.
Trust me Dirk Dagger would probably go back in there or hiring people to shoot him or something, knowing his mo. I actually did let it go even though i tried to go back in once when he was there it wasnt to fight him but scope the cameras out and he charged me with another guy and i got out.i could have easily maced them if I had a mace or brought one there but didnt. see i do hold back and am peaceful and changed now. I let it go because ai remembered in pruson I pro ised my grabdma before giving me the strength to attack those gang members that this will be the last time I will attack or fight by will.
Lol speaking of which a song is playing in this restaurant I'm at right now thst brought me right back to prison, to the hole or SHU in San quentin adter ai attacked two of them in one day after they threatened me across all tiers the previous night and ai didnt sleep just prepped myself all night. In morning before chow when the cells opened one od their heads went forward to grab a piece of trash they kept throwing in front of my cell and that was when I kneed him in the face.They went backward and I went into their call and threw some jabs and walked out. the taller one, wino or sticks lent badk looking at me and I told him I actually wanted him instead as he was the one who threw the whole water bag in front of my cell and my cellies trying to flood us. so later they were hot when Iw alked to chow and had their top shirts off as they paced at me pointing. I went in to sit and they sat newr me saying they will shank me and started pointing at other ryders in chow for signs, hand signals, and thats when well dirst I said, go hands id you have balls. but I got up and put myself in the hole by exchanging with wino. then they yelled to get down and before they could mace me or us I did. But in the hole we had crank radios and I would listen to that song: do you recall, the time we were together or some crap but love the tune, do you recall something like that.
