Love / Egyptian guy with Polish girl - is it normal? [18]

hello dear friends

im ahmed
its my first time here

wish you can help

im in a relationship with polish girl
she is best girl i have known in my life
pretty honest innocent beautiful

i knew her since about 1 year
sometimes we have problems but we pass it
since few time we decided to meet in egypt in september
and i planned for that and she too and all was ok
im working now in saudia now and some changes happened in my work
and i couldnt go in this time
and i told her in march we can and it will be perfect
and i got shocked from her reply
she said i will go
its hurts me too much felt no appreciation and respect
how come and you was coming for me now you go without me

she think im controlling here and want her to be my slave
maybe she some bad background
but i never treated her like this i treat her always as a queen a princess
and want marry her and live with her the rest of my life

the problem i never accept she go alone
not because like she said
but because i will be sooo worry about her , i must be with her protect her and support guide her
introduce her to my family

she is much stubborn and not listen to me
and its hurt me always
now im asking where is appreciation and respect
why not listen to me ?

is is normal about polish girl ?

at last i told her its your choice now if you go i will never come to meet you and dont want meet you ever

and we dont talk to each other now

i swear i did everything for her till i get have nothing else to do

so maybe anyone can help me ? any suggestions

she first polish girl i know , maybe there is something i dont see

thanks guy