This is why you and your relationship seem small to her by comparison.
that's probably true but that's not right.
thats what i have been doing but the way the conversation goes it semms that im bothering her and its hard to keep calling it makes me fell im pushing her away more.
exactly why i said what i said. i don't particularly agree with shewold or magdalena on this. you need to think of yourself at this point as she isn't thinking about you.
i feel she's really treating you like dirt, and i wouldn't put up with it.
Give her time, people grieve in different ways and it would seem she doesnt want any close contact and you are probably not the only one she is pushing away...
maybe so, but she seems to not be pushing the ex. consider all that when you're thinking about this situation eddie.