hi there,i have worked with this girl for 1 month , i was her boss for the duration of her stay , i am 40 years old and she 19.we became very close and like most things ,it comes to an end,she has a polish boy friend who lives in scotland ,who i believe she does love,i am married and took on 4 children . my wife is always arguing with me for the last 10 years,any way i was lieing to my wife saying that i was working when i was not just so i could see her,i was acting strange at home , every one new something was wrong. the thing is i fell in love with this girl,i told my wife all abut her when i was drunk.the last working day that we had left she tex me and asked me to meet her ,so i did,caused a row with wife so that i could see her,all through her stay i have been honest about my feelings for her ,were she didnt say how she felt,she would be like hot and cold.we goes for a drive and one thing leeds to another and we make love,what a night.she gave me 2 big love bites on my neck,i droped her home,then went to my mates to tell him what has happend,i then tex my wife to tell her that i had cheeted on her,she replyd we can work it out.my head was all mixed up.i had such strong feelings for this girl whome i had only new for 1 month.she contacted me on the saturday night when me and the wife was out and asked me to meet her,she was leaving uk on sunday morning at 2am i realy didnt now what to do,but i desided to stay with wife ,but it was hard because i new i would probublary never see her again.
on the saturday night when i was in bed ,i was asleep she kept texing me ,my wife was giving her a load of **** back.any way i called her on the sunday to say by by ,since then i had one tex to say that she was going through the euro tunnel .and i have had no tex no calls no emails ,since last sunday.all i ask is how can i get over this girl,she has broken my heart,even if she gave me one tex for closure that would have been fine,
when i am with my wife ,she always nows when i am thinking about her,which is most of the time.
all i am saying is be carefull about getting involved with any one,because i am hurting so bad,
if any one would like to give me some words of hope please do.thanks for reading.