kitten
20 Dec 2006
News / sending a letter to poland [33]
krysiaaaaa it's wednesday :P i sent it on friday! is it normal? it's not there yet!
krysiaaaaa it's wednesday :P i sent it on friday! is it normal? it's not there yet!
kitten
19 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
parents won't let me stay with him as i wish.
i ll move to rome and go back home after some days.
i wanna sleep with him , i wanna stay with him, i wanna give him all my time..
don't feel sorry for me lol :)
parents won't let me stay with him as i wish.
i ll move to rome and go back home after some days.
i wanna sleep with him , i wanna stay with him, i wanna give him all my time..
don't feel sorry for me lol :)
kitten
19 Dec 2006
Love / Are Polish men generally possessive? [51]
right it looks the same to me:P
right!!:P sexy a lot ..i noticed that some of them ( i don't know if it's worth for all) care a lot about their women and have a nice tendence to protect them from many many things : others trying to score, bad friends they have or even bad parents and everyone ! here in italy i had a boyfriend who didn't even help me when i was almost getting hitten by a boy and my pl boyfriend said he d never accept it ..he gets angry:) i love being treated as a baby concerning protection:) i like it a lot!
is it polish use?:P
Im only joking... but I appreciate the manners and romantic nature of Polish men...having said that I only know one.. so maybe they arent all like that. Ive never liked English men.. they seem to be lacking something for me.
right it looks the same to me:P
well beauty is in the eye of the beholder... but Polish men are BARDZO sexy... well maybe not all..
right!!:P sexy a lot ..i noticed that some of them ( i don't know if it's worth for all) care a lot about their women and have a nice tendence to protect them from many many things : others trying to score, bad friends they have or even bad parents and everyone ! here in italy i had a boyfriend who didn't even help me when i was almost getting hitten by a boy and my pl boyfriend said he d never accept it ..he gets angry:) i love being treated as a baby concerning protection:) i like it a lot!
is it polish use?:P
kitten
19 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
he s 16 as I am
he's not the first and the only one getting interested into me.... many are..but they r rude people often, they just want 1 thing, they don't have sense of family while i would like to have someone really caring bout me as i care bout him...the factwe met on the web can mean that feeling can be even more autentic..there's nothing physical in it... and anyway to check what u say i really need to spend much time with him:) and parents don't let me, so ... for my happiness, his one and many other things.. i ll do that step..hard one and temporarily but i will
thank you for advice a lot anyway.. all ur advice can help me a lot to reason:)
yes..suicide..it's what i meant.
today school was bad 4 me... i have always been clever and parents made me feel a failure for every lil mistake i made anyway... now i m really unsatisfied bout school even if i don't risk anything 4 my year , sufficient in every subject and more, but parents won't accept it and i know i ll suffer a lot...today in my school 's toilet i felt terribly sad and what i thought ? THAT I STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOSE AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE IT : my boy
my family s good with money , parents are good workers...some could think i have nice life .. i don't miss things i like but damn.. parents always quarrel...loud voice.. father says my mum is a pity and so on ... (and she doesn't deserve it!)and it's terrible ...much more !
btw he's handsome but not only that
he s 16 as I am
he's not the first and the only one getting interested into me.... many are..but they r rude people often, they just want 1 thing, they don't have sense of family while i would like to have someone really caring bout me as i care bout him...the factwe met on the web can mean that feeling can be even more autentic..there's nothing physical in it... and anyway to check what u say i really need to spend much time with him:) and parents don't let me, so ... for my happiness, his one and many other things.. i ll do that step..hard one and temporarily but i will
thank you for advice a lot anyway.. all ur advice can help me a lot to reason:)
yes..suicide..it's what i meant.
today school was bad 4 me... i have always been clever and parents made me feel a failure for every lil mistake i made anyway... now i m really unsatisfied bout school even if i don't risk anything 4 my year , sufficient in every subject and more, but parents won't accept it and i know i ll suffer a lot...today in my school 's toilet i felt terribly sad and what i thought ? THAT I STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOSE AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE IT : my boy
my family s good with money , parents are good workers...some could think i have nice life .. i don't miss things i like but damn.. parents always quarrel...loud voice.. father says my mum is a pity and so on ... (and she doesn't deserve it!)and it's terrible ...much more !
btw he's handsome but not only that
kitten
18 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
... guys ..u all try to understand my situation and i appreciate it a lot...but it's anyway very hard to understand it ! in my house i often feel terribly ,but really really BAD eh !not simply unhappy... there's no calm in my house..parents quarrel. i heard the worst things ever in my house and more..u should try to understand how i felt...and u ll understand all after that.
i feel that my bf is the only one giving me hope for my future . i mean that without him i d have done stupid things. mine is depression town!! here many boys use drugs when they don't have what to do,cause town doesn't offer much.
things were consuming me step by step . now when i have problems in my house i just think '' ok,rob, there 's ur boy..it's just a ,matter of time, hold on for you both''
without having this to think i d really feel empty and u know what it means. the same as u know it shouldn t belong to a 16-year-old girl.
the hell my parents will give me ( more father than mother ..and father to mother i fear,but i ll write it in the letter i leave them) it will be ''easy' ' to stand if i ll know better that my love is with me .after 18 i ll have somewhere to go and start new life. hard choice but mine,
... guys ..u all try to understand my situation and i appreciate it a lot...but it's anyway very hard to understand it ! in my house i often feel terribly ,but really really BAD eh !not simply unhappy... there's no calm in my house..parents quarrel. i heard the worst things ever in my house and more..u should try to understand how i felt...and u ll understand all after that.
i feel that my bf is the only one giving me hope for my future . i mean that without him i d have done stupid things. mine is depression town!! here many boys use drugs when they don't have what to do,cause town doesn't offer much.
things were consuming me step by step . now when i have problems in my house i just think '' ok,rob, there 's ur boy..it's just a ,matter of time, hold on for you both''
without having this to think i d really feel empty and u know what it means. the same as u know it shouldn t belong to a 16-year-old girl.
the hell my parents will give me ( more father than mother ..and father to mother i fear,but i ll write it in the letter i leave them) it will be ''easy' ' to stand if i ll know better that my love is with me .after 18 i ll have somewhere to go and start new life. hard choice but mine,
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
nobody will arrest my boyfriend.we re in italy eh!!
nobody will arrest my boyfriend.we re in italy eh!!
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
if i contact them from rome they can reach me...police can do it...and if i use public phone ..eeeeh +3906...rome...eh...i ll tell someone.but we ll see..still 6months missing,don't worry
if i contact them from rome they can reach me...police can do it...and if i use public phone ..eeeeh +3906...rome...eh...i ll tell someone.but we ll see..still 6months missing,don't worry
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
nah..they ll imagine what i ll be doing ..friends... yeah..special friend:)
nah..they ll imagine what i ll be doing ..friends... yeah..special friend:)
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
surely i ll leave it .something saying more or less this '' i ll be away for some time.don't worry i ll be very well. u wouldn't have let me go so i had to do it on my own. good parents should be happy if children are. i ll be happy and i d like not to find u angry when i ll be back.please forgive me for going away like this, but i needed to make my first step toward my future project of happiness and i wanted to work for it on my own''
surely i ll leave it .something saying more or less this '' i ll be away for some time.don't worry i ll be very well. u wouldn't have let me go so i had to do it on my own. good parents should be happy if children are. i ll be happy and i d like not to find u angry when i ll be back.please forgive me for going away like this, but i needed to make my first step toward my future project of happiness and i wanted to work for it on my own''
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
yes shewolf..i fear u r right.. but anyway about summer they can't do anything:) they won't know i ll be in rome and it ll be only a week ,no more i think.
after that they can do all to me:P i ll have my own happiness gotten and it ll be more strong than all the problems they can give me :)
i know what i ll have to face... ehh how i know , but i don't care.
yes shewolf..i fear u r right.. but anyway about summer they can't do anything:) they won't know i ll be in rome and it ll be only a week ,no more i think.
after that they can do all to me:P i ll have my own happiness gotten and it ll be more strong than all the problems they can give me :)
i know what i ll have to face... ehh how i know , but i don't care.
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
here too. and i can do a few things at 16...
drive scooter, moto 125,small car 125...and go flying in europe alone only if i have identity card signed by parents ( i have) in countries not requiring visa...
i use to do things i can't do for the law ..i have been driving car since 2 years lol...i don't follow italian laws a lot..but i think i have a good morality..and if i do things like telling that big lie to my parents for the first time..eh... it means that it's needed really!
here too. and i can do a few things at 16...
drive scooter, moto 125,small car 125...and go flying in europe alone only if i have identity card signed by parents ( i have) in countries not requiring visa...
i use to do things i can't do for the law ..i have been driving car since 2 years lol...i don't follow italian laws a lot..but i think i have a good morality..and if i do things like telling that big lie to my parents for the first time..eh... it means that it's needed really!
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
mine are not supportive...his ones are:)
here i feel trapped... it's terrible... i mean nazism sometimes=_=!!
there i won't feel like that maybe
mine are not supportive...his ones are:)
here i feel trapped... it's terrible... i mean nazism sometimes=_=!!
there i won't feel like that maybe
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
they trust him and they say they never saw him like this with a girl
he started getting great marks at school cause i asked him to study to come here
he left his bad friends
he became a lot happier
they ll let him come here in the summer ,after school ends
enough?:)
they trust him and they say they never saw him like this with a girl
he started getting great marks at school cause i asked him to study to come here
he left his bad friends
he became a lot happier
they ll let him come here in the summer ,after school ends
enough?:)
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
my ex boyfriend did that...unloyal boy..
the one i have now doesn't go out with friends if i don't go out : he never leaves me alone while the other left me alone many times...even when i got hit by father..on the contrary my polish boy says he ll defend me always and i trust him : i just don't want him to demonstrate it . i m in love and i don't want troubles for him. once a time i was crying at the phone with him cause i had a bad atmosphere in my house and he said '' r u sure you don't want me to go there this month? u know i can do that if it's necessary''
eh? isn't it enough? he never says things he doesn't think. he makes me notice my mistakes.he makes me feel good. i f i should loose him i d fall down...
i m italian and i live in a 60.000 people town... small and bad place. all superstitious ..all without dreams they look! this is not my place.
i don't mean warsaw is but surely not my town. my place is with my bf now. i hope we ll both resist to all and meet. after that i ll get my part of heaven. the last will be later . i have a big daydream and i believe in this sentence i found in a piece of chocolate i ate 1 month ago'' you r never given a wish without being given the power to make it true''
my ex boyfriend did that...unloyal boy..
the one i have now doesn't go out with friends if i don't go out : he never leaves me alone while the other left me alone many times...even when i got hit by father..on the contrary my polish boy says he ll defend me always and i trust him : i just don't want him to demonstrate it . i m in love and i don't want troubles for him. once a time i was crying at the phone with him cause i had a bad atmosphere in my house and he said '' r u sure you don't want me to go there this month? u know i can do that if it's necessary''
eh? isn't it enough? he never says things he doesn't think. he makes me notice my mistakes.he makes me feel good. i f i should loose him i d fall down...
i m italian and i live in a 60.000 people town... small and bad place. all superstitious ..all without dreams they look! this is not my place.
i don't mean warsaw is but surely not my town. my place is with my bf now. i hope we ll both resist to all and meet. after that i ll get my part of heaven. the last will be later . i have a big daydream and i believe in this sentence i found in a piece of chocolate i ate 1 month ago'' you r never given a wish without being given the power to make it true''
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
...wroclaw... what do u think i should do after 9 months waiting for my bf ?should I meet him here ( small town with very pityful people talking always about everything ,being jealous of everyone, saying i m a fool cause it's ''IMPOSSIBLE'' this story,saying i m a bit** cause i m with a boy i don't know? here if u make love at 16 they say u r a ********* youngs live secretly=_= small minds around me)...i don't want to explain anything to anyone. i have my chance to be happy? romans said '' carpe diem'' ( catch the day,the occasion) . i ll do that.. if being adult means renouncing to difficult things I WON'T EVER BE LIKE THAT .... i know what i want and i think i know how to get it ..or at least how not to loose it too soon...:( please...try to understand me
dzwina )yeah...on the 17th of june i ll be 17. . . but my parents don't leave my sister ( 22) free! they don't let me go 60 km far to the seaside with friends while all my classmates do that ! i can't stand that.. i was honest to them and i don't deserve that all! ...
btw...my parents don't know anything about me really! the most important things ..they don't know.
i live very bad with them. i don't miss money but calm in my house cause dad is always nervous .everyday ! and my bf is the only one who helps me and cares bout me like nobody did before.
parents don't know i made love ''already'' after 1 year and half being with my bf ..and after that i discovered he hadn't always been loyal ..once he slept with a girl... :(
they don't know how i am with friends
when they think i smoke joints i don't
when they don't think i smoke joints i do
( btw boyfriend kept me from doing that)
...so? different view now? ask me if u still need some demonstrations
...wroclaw... what do u think i should do after 9 months waiting for my bf ?should I meet him here ( small town with very pityful people talking always about everything ,being jealous of everyone, saying i m a fool cause it's ''IMPOSSIBLE'' this story,saying i m a bit** cause i m with a boy i don't know? here if u make love at 16 they say u r a ********* youngs live secretly=_= small minds around me)...i don't want to explain anything to anyone. i have my chance to be happy? romans said '' carpe diem'' ( catch the day,the occasion) . i ll do that.. if being adult means renouncing to difficult things I WON'T EVER BE LIKE THAT .... i know what i want and i think i know how to get it ..or at least how not to loose it too soon...:( please...try to understand me
dzwina )yeah...on the 17th of june i ll be 17. . . but my parents don't leave my sister ( 22) free! they don't let me go 60 km far to the seaside with friends while all my classmates do that ! i can't stand that.. i was honest to them and i don't deserve that all! ...
btw...my parents don't know anything about me really! the most important things ..they don't know.
i live very bad with them. i don't miss money but calm in my house cause dad is always nervous .everyday ! and my bf is the only one who helps me and cares bout me like nobody did before.
parents don't know i made love ''already'' after 1 year and half being with my bf ..and after that i discovered he hadn't always been loyal ..once he slept with a girl... :(
they don't know how i am with friends
when they think i smoke joints i don't
when they don't think i smoke joints i do
( btw boyfriend kept me from doing that)
...so? different view now? ask me if u still need some demonstrations
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
that he ll resist being loyal and when he ll come here all will be great..but smtimes he's sad cause he misses me...and i miss him too!!!how much!!!!!!
ah..bout *******.. i mean i won't care of my parents: they don't want me to stay with him? they don't believe in my feelings and in me? NO MATTER! they will just know i m not home and i ll be back someday. i ll pratically escape 4 a week almost leaving them a letter to say i m ok and i HAD to do that to live my life as i want ..and as they don't let me because they worry too much.
that he ll resist being loyal and when he ll come here all will be great..but smtimes he's sad cause he misses me...and i miss him too!!!how much!!!!!!
ah..bout *******.. i mean i won't care of my parents: they don't want me to stay with him? they don't believe in my feelings and in me? NO MATTER! they will just know i m not home and i ll be back someday. i ll pratically escape 4 a week almost leaving them a letter to say i m ok and i HAD to do that to live my life as i want ..and as they don't let me because they worry too much.
kitten
17 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
eh..i can't .. i d surprise him now even! but i can't:( i m 16 and i have to be 18 to go alone...:( eeeeeeh :( so bad! but sure is that when he ll be here even if parents won't let me go to Rome alone ( especially during the night!) i ll catch the first train avaliable and be there on my own for 7-10 days fu****g them pratically!
i won't care : life is mine ...they made too many choices for me
i don't want to loose bf cause of them
eh..i can't .. i d surprise him now even! but i can't:( i m 16 and i have to be 18 to go alone...:( eeeeeeh :( so bad! but sure is that when he ll be here even if parents won't let me go to Rome alone ( especially during the night!) i ll catch the first train avaliable and be there on my own for 7-10 days fu****g them pratically!
i won't care : life is mine ...they made too many choices for me
i don't want to loose bf cause of them
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
thank you fisz:) nice to know someone can understand...around me nobody does.
:* i hope things will be all right ! what i feel is great!
thank you fisz:) nice to know someone can understand...around me nobody does.
:* i hope things will be all right ! what i feel is great!
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
but i don't want someone else:) my boy is the first one who i gave one of my drawings to:) it means much...i get linked to my works! ( might seem fool but i really love my drawings after working at them a looot of time..i feel they r the only thing only mine)
:) i m trying to learn polish ( hard) for him:) i m in love now and i m happy of that
but i don't want someone else:) my boy is the first one who i gave one of my drawings to:) it means much...i get linked to my works! ( might seem fool but i really love my drawings after working at them a looot of time..i feel they r the only thing only mine)
:) i m trying to learn polish ( hard) for him:) i m in love now and i m happy of that
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
eh... i d like to...but i m 16.parents don't let me ..jak to boli....:(
i m in italy and i d love to escape from here i just can't yet..
eh... i d like to...but i m 16.parents don't let me ..jak to boli....:(
i m in italy and i d love to escape from here i just can't yet..
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]
...i am with a polish boy...i miss him so much:'( we ll meet only in the summer and i m so sad..it's terrible...i always fear to lose him...
oh please someone helps me :(
...i am with a polish boy...i miss him so much:'( we ll meet only in the summer and i m so sad..it's terrible...i always fear to lose him...
oh please someone helps me :(
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Life / What's the weather like in Poland? [81]
how 's the weather like now in warsaw ?
btw if u have problems come to italy:) in my town ( the coldest more or less we have 13 degrees over:))
how 's the weather like now in warsaw ?
btw if u have problems come to italy:) in my town ( the coldest more or less we have 13 degrees over:))
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / love story italy-poland [6]
yes... over the net..but since 3 months i have been chatting with him, texting , phoning, sending all pictures,movies... talkin about important personal things:) he's gorgeous!
i simply want to meet him in the summer. if he's like he looks to me( not physically eh!) it's all ok ok ok ..if he's not the person i know now no matter for everything else.. i ll be so disappointed that i won't simply get up:P
yes... over the net..but since 3 months i have been chatting with him, texting , phoning, sending all pictures,movies... talkin about important personal things:) he's gorgeous!
i simply want to meet him in the summer. if he's like he looks to me( not physically eh!) it's all ok ok ok ..if he's not the person i know now no matter for everything else.. i ll be so disappointed that i won't simply get up:P
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / love story italy-poland [6]
:) here in my town only 4-5 people know about him... they d surely say i m a fool trusting him and believing all this but.. i m not afraid of that.. i m afraid of them to destroy all somehow..
he says he ll come here in the summer ..and my parents won't let me go to stay with him all the time i want cause they r always worried bout me and very limiting. .. so i ll pratically escape for a week or the time i need...and we ll meet in rome if things will go as we wish:) i m love ! so much ,so much ! i appreciate a lot the fact you consider it such a nice thing ..here they don't even call it love..what do they know? don't i love a boy who's far if i refuse everyone, i give him my time, i think about him every moment and i wish to move to poland?:P
:) here in my town only 4-5 people know about him... they d surely say i m a fool trusting him and believing all this but.. i m not afraid of that.. i m afraid of them to destroy all somehow..
he says he ll come here in the summer ..and my parents won't let me go to stay with him all the time i want cause they r always worried bout me and very limiting. .. so i ll pratically escape for a week or the time i need...and we ll meet in rome if things will go as we wish:) i m love ! so much ,so much ! i appreciate a lot the fact you consider it such a nice thing ..here they don't even call it love..what do they know? don't i love a boy who's far if i refuse everyone, i give him my time, i think about him every moment and i wish to move to poland?:P
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Love / love story italy-poland [6]
...i m very in love with a polish boy who's the same age i am... 16... do you think it is possible to resist a lot? after 18 i can move there or i ll finish school before here..but anyway after reachin 18 i ll be able to fly to him everytime... what do you think about this story? i d like to have someone's opinion even if i really believe in my love and his one anyway..does anybody have some advice ?
...i m very in love with a polish boy who's the same age i am... 16... do you think it is possible to resist a lot? after 18 i can move there or i ll finish school before here..but anyway after reachin 18 i ll be able to fly to him everytime... what do you think about this story? i d like to have someone's opinion even if i really believe in my love and his one anyway..does anybody have some advice ?
kitten
16 Dec 2006
kitten
16 Dec 2006
Life / Poles' tolerance towards other Races [190]
...somethin looks quite strange to me.. i noticed that poles ( like brasilians or spanishes) were the only ones having PL after nickname... it seemed a clear demonstration of being proud of nationality ( it is a good good thing) ...
aren't poles very proud of their nationality? unfortunately here in italy too many people are unsatisfied bout government and they start talking bad about the whole country...it's a thing hurtin a lot ...
...somethin looks quite strange to me.. i noticed that poles ( like brasilians or spanishes) were the only ones having PL after nickname... it seemed a clear demonstration of being proud of nationality ( it is a good good thing) ...
aren't poles very proud of their nationality? unfortunately here in italy too many people are unsatisfied bout government and they start talking bad about the whole country...it's a thing hurtin a lot ...
kitten
16 Dec 2006
News / sending a letter to poland [33]
so krysia...what do u think bout my idea?...i hope it ll be good to him:)
so krysia...what do u think bout my idea?...i hope it ll be good to him:)
kitten
15 Dec 2006
Life / Gift ideas for my boyfriend from Poland [23]
spain ...hijo de p.... u come in a polish forum to offend poles?=_= then i guess u don't know what s brain... hope we ll never see u here anymore
spain ...hijo de p.... u come in a polish forum to offend poles?=_= then i guess u don't know what s brain... hope we ll never see u here anymore
kitten
15 Dec 2006
News / sending a letter to poland [33]
aah ok:) thanks for information:)
in drawing there is my boyfriend when he was about 3 years old:P but fact is that he doesn't know he s the subject of my drawing and he doesn't expect to have it in his hands !:P
our is a strange luv story but i live it with my best sincerity,loyality and dept
:P we never met really:P it will happen in the summer here in italy!
so i mean to do him that surprise:1 to make him discover originally what he has been askin me since i started to draw ('' what are you drawing?'') ...2 because seeing himself in a drawing when he doesn't expect it ..eh it can be impressive:P 3 because it's the first drawing i give ..i get linked to my works ,and i want to demostrate how much i luv him also that way
4 I WANT TO CUT DISTANCE as much as i can
aah ok:) thanks for information:)
in drawing there is my boyfriend when he was about 3 years old:P but fact is that he doesn't know he s the subject of my drawing and he doesn't expect to have it in his hands !:P
our is a strange luv story but i live it with my best sincerity,loyality and dept
:P we never met really:P it will happen in the summer here in italy!
so i mean to do him that surprise:1 to make him discover originally what he has been askin me since i started to draw ('' what are you drawing?'') ...2 because seeing himself in a drawing when he doesn't expect it ..eh it can be impressive:P 3 because it's the first drawing i give ..i get linked to my works ,and i want to demostrate how much i luv him also that way
4 I WANT TO CUT DISTANCE as much as i can