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Such a Very Sad Loss.. fighting the battle with a Polish lady to see my daugher. [56]
edelweiss
Losing my Mother and see'ing her in a Terrible state due to an Aggressive Brain Tumor that drained her Soul and eventually her spirit then Life.
I'm sorry for you.
I don't like when people say that an illness harms soul. It does if we think so. I have always believed that human has as many strenght as it is in his mind, not soul. If you think, that a cancer harms soul, you become a loser.
You have to change your point of view at Your mother illness, death, Your lost and Your past in general.
I hope you will be fine pretty soon.
Just try to think over this what has happened to You. Try to look at it from a different point of view. Use Your imagination. Think about Youself in three months ahead. Do You still want to suffer and come back to the past? It is the easiest way to go.
These ones, who passed away do not think and feel in our way (at least, we don't know if they do), we feel pain here. But remember that nobody expects it from us. In our culture this is a normal state of mind.
I don't know if you need time to come back to Your tragic past. I hope You do know it.
