If she doesn't return, then, face the reality. Her love is god, not you
what the hell are you on about? you saying she turned into a nun?
i still love her but i let her go because i didnt want to force more. I am still waiting for her to come back, maybe she will. i will wait as much as i can, maybe more.
If she left then she had reasons to leave and most likely won't come back, things like that just don't happen. Unless you do something extremely romantic to get her back, but i wouldn't be surprised if she moved on already so best leave it there and try to move on. It hurts especially that she's the first person you ever loved but it gets easier with time, trust me. No point waiting on something that was never meant to be.