But I REALLY REALLY REALLY.....LOVE her...
Thats the problem u know....
Whenever I try to forget her...it comes with its maximum force..
I know it sounds strange but its first time I m feeling like this....
I told her that u r not replacable...
And to be honest..she is the first girl i have ever fell in love with...
I know some of u wont belive me...but thats true.
I told her as well that she is the first girl ever and she said she knows...
She still asks me to visit Poland...I will go probably...
I have accepted the truth... but heart...the problem is there..
She was sad herself while chatting...
I told her not to be sad coz of me and she was like 'tell it to my heart,i dont think that it ll listen'
She asked me when we were working together that 'please correct me whenever I make mistakes in english'
I even corrected her when we wer chatting about this matter and she was like 'U know I really like u and u know that' coz I corrected her even in that conversation.
tornado2007
wrote : i don't really understand why she thought she couldn't say it to you, unless she meant it because she didn't want to act as if she was leading you into someting and giving you false hope. You'll have to clear that one up for me.
She didnt tell me 'u r handsome' coz she didnt want me to think that she is feeling something for me...I came to know when she told me..
tornado2007
wrote : well what's next is your decision, do you want to be her friend even if you can't be anything more?? Will it work, what i mean is are you able to just be her friend without making advances or getting frustrated about your feelings and not been able to air them??
like i said..its difficult but I will do it..
I know i made it wrong by doing it online but can we change which has happened already??
jestesjedyny wrote : wow luhif Now she sounds like a tragically different person! Like a very rude one: "have I ever told u that u r handsome?"
she wasnt rude at all...she was trying to give me proofs that she didnt do anything that can make me feel that she feels for me the same way..
I ll stay friends anyway..but its very difficult...
thanks for the advices guys..
special thanks to tornedo...