Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

nah..they ll imagine what i ll be doing ..friends... yeah..special friend:)

Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

if i contact them from rome they can reach me...police can do it...and if i use public phone ..eeeeh +3906...rome...eh...i ll tell someone.but we ll see..still 6months missing,don't worry

Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

nobody will arrest my boyfriend.we re in italy eh!!

Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

... guys ..u all try to understand my situation and i appreciate it a lot...but it's anyway very hard to understand it ! in my house i often feel terribly ,but really really BAD eh !not simply unhappy... there's no calm in my house..parents quarrel. i heard the worst things ever in my house and more..u should try to understand how i felt...and u ll understand all after that.

i feel that my bf is the only one giving me hope for my future . i mean that without him i d have done stupid things. mine is depression town!! here many boys use drugs when they don't have what to do,cause town doesn't offer much.

things were consuming me step by step . now when i have problems in my house i just think '' ok,rob, there 's ur boy..it's just a ,matter of time, hold on for you both''

without having this to think i d really feel empty and u know what it means. the same as u know it shouldn t belong to a 16-year-old girl.

the hell my parents will give me ( more father than mother ..and father to mother i fear,but i ll write it in the letter i leave them) it will be ''easy' ' to stand if i ll know better that my love is with me .after 18 i ll have somewhere to go and start new life. hard choice but mine,

Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

he s 16 as I am
he's not the first and the only one getting interested into me.... many are..but they r rude people often, they just want 1 thing, they don't have sense of family while i would like to have someone really caring bout me as i care bout him...the factwe met on the web can mean that feeling can be even more autentic..there's nothing physical in it... and anyway to check what u say i really need to spend much time with him:) and parents don't let me, so ... for my happiness, his one and many other things.. i ll do that step..hard one and temporarily but i will

thank you for advice a lot anyway.. all ur advice can help me a lot to reason:)

yes..suicide..it's what i meant.
today school was bad 4 me... i have always been clever and parents made me feel a failure for every lil mistake i made anyway... now i m really unsatisfied bout school even if i don't risk anything 4 my year , sufficient in every subject and more, but parents won't accept it and i know i ll suffer a lot...today in my school 's toilet i felt terribly sad and what i thought ? THAT I STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOSE AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE IT : my boy

my family s good with money , parents are good workers...some could think i have nice life .. i don't miss things i like but damn.. parents always quarrel...loud voice.. father says my mum is a pity and so on ... (and she doesn't deserve it!)and it's terrible ...much more !

btw he's handsome but not only that

Love / Are Polish men generally possessive? [51]


right it looks the same to me:P


right!!:P sexy a lot ..i noticed that some of them ( i don't know if it's worth for all) care a lot about their women and have a nice tendence to protect them from many many things : others trying to score, bad friends they have or even bad parents and everyone ! here in italy i had a boyfriend who didn't even help me when i was almost getting hitten by a boy and my pl boyfriend said he d never accept it ..he gets angry:) i love being treated as a baby concerning protection:) i like it a lot!

is it polish use?:P

Love / I fear to lose my polish boyfriend.. [44]

parents won't let me stay with him as i wish.
i ll move to rome and go back home after some days.
i wanna sleep with him , i wanna stay with him, i wanna give him all my time..

don't feel sorry for me lol :)

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

krysiaaaaa it's wednesday :P i sent it on friday! is it normal? it's not there yet!

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

damn:P boyfriend doesn't know i m sending it .he knows I ll show him just when i ll end drawing:P ...he notices it s taking me a lot eh:P 5 days ago i was '' almost ending it'' !!:P damn!!!:P

krysia told me it takes 6-9 days from usa:P damn! this is italy-poland!:P

ouch:P another day passed!!

i sent friday!

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

ouch...he s askin me about drawing...:( ouch again!
i hope they won't loose it:) thank u for posting :P it makes me discard stress:P

damn:s

is it still normal?? 10 days since i sent drawing to him:( damn!

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

i put there my address too . it's recommended mail with message when mail is received but...nothing yet

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

which picture do u mean?

anyway griff... how did it end between u and the italian girl?:( and how old r u?

i m just 16... so i can't fly to him right now. i can just wait... our '' meeting'' meant hope for both of us..hope for future.. he told me things no one told me before . he first thought bout himself , now he says he thinks about a different future lifestyle that must be good cause it ll be the same i ll have , not an only decent one he could accept as enough on his own... damn... i love him :(

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

drawing..? he didn't see it yet..:( damn..i ll show u if u want by email..

about flying problem--- we don't have. we r ready to fly..law only forbids

now i m going to sleep..parents bother me.. bye bye . see u tomorrow
Bet

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

:) buona notte simon

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

guys... damn ..look at what my ex boyfriend wrote to my polish boy

''Mother****in' polish, you made her cry all evening long, you suck...this is another reason to hit your ass up...
i can't stand my ex girlfriend crying for someone, neither for me...go kill yourself, your life is worthless, you can make a girl cry even if youre 1500 km far away and you have also the face to tell her "i love you"

**** off''

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

he had that because they pratically fought for me ... my polish boy got very angry to my ex when he was always calling me,comin to me..and as a good pole he asked me to give him my ex's address and so i did..they spoke via msn messenger and ...what a mess!!:P my ex was almost leaving for warsaw after my polish boy invited him to go and face him . they exchanged real home address ...damn!

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

about my polish boy 's answer to my ex's email... i don't know what he wrote to him back ..but to me he wrote this when i was offline '' i can't write well now.. i m sorry. everything hurts,but heart the most''

i m sorry for all . i feel terribly . he seems not to care about me damn. i love all in him and i feel i m loosing it . can u realise how lost i feel?

tonight drug party and it will probably end
i m sorry
i m hurt

Love / Polish boyfriend hasn't been writing to me... [16]

:( i promised him i won't go to party.
yes,i feel he 's the love of my life. i never felt like this for a boy. everytime i feel i m loosing him i go down because i feel i can't have best love . there s no deeper love in my future for me i think. i m in Love. and he is . i think about him every moment .he's god to me

he ll be my heaven if i ll have him, hell if u won't.

damn.thank u for makin me reason again. while i m sad in my very limited town i go down. i have only a few distractions here. .i m not happy here, not happy without him .

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

i sent it the 15th!!...even if i should consider 2 sundays less and the 24th...hmm.. i hope well
damn..he still waits for me to show it

thank u ..here my reasons


and this is why i need it to arrive soon:(


the fact that he 's in warsaw helps or not ?

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

:) thank you
if you have any pictures you want to become a drawing ask me :) i ll see if i m able to draw it and send it to u:)

Language / I'm a foreigner, but I really want to learn Polish... [22]

uuuh can someone help me with language too?

i know some sentences and.. the pronunciation of some of them.. but .. i need to understand how it works with cases ..word endings:(
i understand a lil polish and i m trying to learn it from by boyfriend and polish hip hop songs... so i think i m not so bad with swear words:)

help me more please:)

Life / Moving to PL - how much money needed for 6 months? [26]

aaah:) thank you

i ll see:) i m thinking about escapin there>:P

Life / Moving to PL - how much money needed for 6 months? [26]


eh.. it will be hard for me . i don't speak polish and i ll do it without my parents' permission...

Life / Moving to PL - how much money needed for 6 months? [26]

my nickname is kitten cause my boy uses to call me koteczku:P


no matter with dollars:) i have euro here:P

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

krysiaaaaaaaa!!:( drawing is not there already... pls tell me something!
( anyway i showed it to him some days ago when he was quite sad ,to shake up the evening..surprise it will be anyway when he ll have drawing there...if he will !)

Life / Moving to PL - how much money needed for 6 months? [26]


i m european, i don't need visa ..so:)


i m not going to leave right now :) i still want to wait and put things all right. when it ll have to happen i ll speak a lil polish surely and ...no problem with many things : there s my lovely boyfriend there who surely won't leave me alone

i just want to put money together to be independent and never a weigh


:)
he's as young as i am ,no matter with money ,he could work with pc but there won't be the need:) i ll have my own money and we ll see. i ll try to take 4000 euro at least with me


thank you a lot:):*


i d like to ..but parents don't let me do it ..this is another reason to make my choice .. 2 ways 1) you get him and go there 2) you renounce and stay home with no hope


i ll surely escape to rome for a week leaving them a message to say i m ok and i just needed to travel to get smth i need.. or something like that

this will be in the summer , if i ll have to escape to poland i ll do it after having a big quarrel with parents and it will be evident reason to their eyes. now i m just trying to put myself in the condition to be able to go whenever i want after summer has gone ,or winter again ,we ll see if it ll work:)-


they don't make me just mad, they sometimes make me desperate and i don't want to loose my hopes ( i have them just thank to my boy at the moment )


my boy doesn't want to be liked by them, especially by my father who s very nervous,heavy and bad to me


i d do that surely .but letter wouldn't come from poland . i d sent it while travelling or i d give the right indications to friends in italy to refer about all.

thank you for all the reasons named above. i thought about many things, i m thinking about many things, i ll think about many things. there's still much time, we ll see:)

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

he received that yesterday :P !!! he was so happy!! he said '' skarbie, do you know what woke me up today?'' :P '' the postman!''

:P i m so happy! his mother likes me a lot and she also invited me to spend all the summer there!! unfortunately my father won't let me do it ...but!!!!! my luv will come here *_*

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ouch:P i m so happy

News / sending a letter to poland [33]

:) i m very happy of that

HAPPY NU YEAR TO YOU ALL:*

guys i m so happy!!!!!!!
all goes greatly with my boy:)

yesterday he told his mum he loves her and they made peace after quarrelling
she noticed that he had a change inside and he s in love and so she told him that she ll let him come here easily and also that whenever i need i can go there to them:)

this is all great!!!
i needed to tell someone and i have chosen you :)

what a january 1st! at midnight we were at the phone :) oooh my god!!