I always look positively towards tomorrow, but today is not so kind...
I hope today is better for you.
jeez... I prolly came off as really dumb in this thread... ow.
Not at all. You're considering moving to a totally different country and not everyone could do that. I'm not sure if I could.
I've not lived in London, so can't be much help there, but if you head south out of London down to the coast, you will find Brighton. It's expensive to live here, but it's fairly chilled out and what with the universities and so on, there is a large mix of people. All human life is here AND it's by the sea. You might want to look it up :-)