did i push him away

I was thinking of trying to take an advert out in the main polish newspaper trying to contact them that way maybe forwrd the letter via email to the paper and taking out an ad to inform them the paper had a letter for them

save your time and energy and money for you and your kid, dont bother ,,,,really, what are u hoping for>? He has already shown u how he is, dont humiliate yourself further. Please.

if you talk like you write.. definitely yes.. that was one sentence..

i am thinking you need to sit back and take many deep breaths and then let him go. concentrate on your kids and yourself. just move on.

That is a spectacularly bad idea and one which has virtually no chance of sucess at all.

well i wasn' going to take out an ad saying they were grandparents.
just something like could they contact the newspaper as they are holding a letter for them as the person trying to reach them had no address

Lena

I feel so sorry for you. If u read what I have been through before, I can completely understand your pain. I still wish him well, though in my heart, honestly, why would I do that for things that he has put me through and feel no remorse at all. So, pick up the pieces and forget the sh*t, and flush down into where he belongs too (this is what i keep reminding myself). You deserve much much better and he will deserve what he has done to you.

And also, NO, you didn't push him away, he's a sc** cheat from the start, this is what he's

Take care

Dee