now i feel that life has played with me and i feel i am a looser in life because i love a girl who hasa child and a boy friend...
mate feeling like this will get you absolutely no where, you need to move on and learn your lesson from this episode, after all 'its the mistakes that make the man' so remember what happened and accept the fact that 'yes' you have been played and 'yes' you feel like an idiot, then move on, go out have fun and you'll meet somebody else who probably will treat you better and with more respect than the previous girl
there is no point hanging around thinking about what has gone wrong and feeling sorry for yourself because while your doing that the world around you is moving forward, you simply have to go with it, there are plenty of other girls out there for you mate.
Put it this way at least you will know some of the signs if their playing you around :) THINK POSITIVE