can u realise how lost i feel?
Actually I can understand your pain---most everyone goes through it.
tonight drug party and it will probably end
i m sorry
i m hurt
Not sure what you mean by that, but I hope it's not a threat of hurting yourself. Believe me, nobody on this earth is worth the pain of feeling like you don't want to go on with life. Life is too precious and you have a lot of it in front of you. Please don't think I'm being condescending, but you are sooo young and you really do have so much in front of you (even where boys are concerned.) I know you feel this boy is the love of your life, but I promise you, if it doesn't work out for you two to be together, then you have to believe it's because something better is coming for you.
Hang in there, Kitten!