Love / Help me! I fell in love with a Polish man! [137]

Hello everyone. I am an English woman aged 38 and on Christmas night i met a Polish man aged 31. He knew a little English but i knew no Polish; he came back to my house and we stopped trying to speak and made-love instead.

He visited me 2 days later, the evening before flying home - he was only here for Christmas, staying with Polish relatives. We attempted to talk more this time - i had learnt some words on an internet site. I had fallen head over heels in love with him. We exchanged email addresses. He said his computer was broken but could go to an internet cafe.

I have emailed him but heard nothing yet. I am in limbo not knowing if i will ever hear from him again. I swear there was love and sadness in his eyes when he left.

What i would like advice on is this: will he be thinking that i am just a dirty. loose English tart? And therefore not worth staying in touch with? He asked me what my religon was before he left and seemed pleased we are both Catholic despite what we had done together.

Are there any problems sending and receiving emails between here and Poland? Or Apple Mac issues? He only left here on Thursday - perhaps the cafes are all closed. I understand that there is more poverty over there and probably less cyber awareness.

My Polish learning kit is on it's way from Amazon - i hope to Bog i get to use it with the very beautiful man i met. I am so sad that he has gone.

Moje serce jest chore.