All I am trying to convey here is that there are no guarantees in life as to what the future holds next week never mind next year and really at the end of the day the only thing that is important is finding someone you love and can love back, someone you are happy with and that you share similar interests etc etc.......
Oh so true Lir. Bull's eye.
One of my former lovers, who happened to be 12 years younger , and in perfect health , died of a heart attack at age 32.....
I had to learn the hard way that life never holds any guarantees.. and love does'nt come with a "not happy money back" receipt.
carpe diem... I strongly believe that many people "plan" to live their life to the fullest extend, but remain in the "planning stage" all their lives.
If I live my life and love with S, in honesty, caring and with love...and he does it in return, it is a gift that I and him will forever cherish. It will make us a better person in life...
And even if I go long before he does, which I previously was shown in life to be far from certain, we both will have shared a true love and a caring, forfilling relation .
I can see S is growing , becoming wiser, riper, more stable... and in return he makes me smile when I ***** in rushhour, telling me : "honey, relax, it is only a traffic jam"... "and I want you to stay alive"...if that isn't a proof of love.
"yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift...."