If I am thinking about this other bloke what does that mean
well, your not in love thats for sure..
why marry because its the right thing to do for whom?? you child? no, you will be
fighting , hating each other, you already show that you are angry with him, and
marry because your parents are strict? are they going to carry the burdens you do?
will they ever know how heavy your heart will feel?
I could tell you have other things going on. just dont let this guy have so much
trust.. be wary, keep composer, and take things slow, dont invite him over
without company, kinda find out why he picked you first.. ask him that in the note.
ask alot of questions. and give the ring back, even if he isnt the man you want,
least you will feel better that you did the right thing by saving /sparing your children
from all the sadness. sometimes its better that way till you find the right person..
ok, got to head out to work,,, keep me posted..and be careful!!