I'm younger several years than him and I think because I'm Malaysian I look so much younger than my real age. Bar waiters always ask my ID and ignore him and his friends.
My friends (from many different cultures) describe me as sweet and cute high school girl because of my girlish face. Wearing sexy night dress also didn't help me to change it.Is that true that Polish guys prefer older, mature, and sexy girls?
I don't fall easily but apparently its happening. I don't do one night stand and never give my number to any guys I just met. I rejected many guys and I only had one relationship before I met him. It just really hard for me to fall for someone but when it happens i can't control it. And again I fall for the wrong guy. I was a happy single woman before and now my life is just upside down.
He should chase you, rather than you chase him.
I already prepared a trip to Bali for his birthday. I arranged many things that we can do together for several days. Sunbathing, diving, rafting, spa, cruise, etc. I want to send it today so that he can ask days off from his office early. I think you're right! Thanks.. I should stop chasing him. It will scare him. Maybe he's kind of a person who cant appreciate things that come easily. I'm such a mess big mess now. I don't have any European or Polish friends so I'm trying to get a feedback from this forum.
Again, thanks! I really appreciate your comments.