Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly?

Rozumiem my sweet little horse angel thank you SO much for thinking I'm not ugly (although the PT joked on me big time) and well I do like my friends but I guess Rafał is not so nice as it seemed >.> What did you do for Xmas? Where are you from? Here in Taiwan normally we don't celebrate but I went to some event in Taipei in the far east shangri la hotel earlier.

I am from UK, so Xmas is mostly eating.....:D

Yummy :D

@ uglywoman, you should team up with Sankarin. Just give us a chance first to warn him to keep you away from sharp objects...

I only stabbed ONE person, Englishman!

Ohh boy, are you lot still letting Deepak completely make a laughing stock out of all of you? This thread is 100% bs

Pretty elaborate bs, considering the lady set up a blog at least a year ago.

Who is Deepak?

Yes Jon, you are right when you say my blog is authetic. In earlier posts I wrote about £ukasz and as you can see I wrote a post about Rafał there as well. I wonder if I will ever hear from him again. Maybe someday I'll meet someone as nice and humble as Rafał, if I dare to hope. Too bad I was not important to him.

@ uglywoman, have you tried contacting Sankarin yet? He's 23, so only slightly younger than you, he's in London and he's from Brazil. He'll expect to kiss in a first date. As long as you're OK with that, and leave the knife at home, the two of you should have a great time :-)

But I also don't want to kiss someone unless I knew them for a long time

Rafał represents all that is pure, good, and beautiful in this world and the world seems empty without him

People tell me that I shouldn't let Rafał's opinion define who I am.
But Rafał is a good person so I trust his opinion.
Similarly, if Jesus told you you were a bad person, wouldn't you believe him? (if you are Christian)
I feel upset about this so did not sleep at my regular time :(

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No. I'd pull his beard.

Haha Jonny:)
In my mind's eye I picture myself with my head on Rafał's shoulder. I have my hand on his chest, I imagine it not to be hairy, hope I am correct, then I look up at Rafał and he smiles at me in a kind way.

Rafał is a down to earth person and he would not give a beagle's ass if I was wearing makeup or not, he does not care about stuff like that. He knows the important things in life.

I am sure that Rafał is in jail or in a drunken stupor because otherwise he would have contacted me, Rafał is too much of an angel to let a friend down like that.

It sucks that Rafał did not think it is worth taking some time to communicate with me, I wonder why....

i don't LOL

I think Rafał has a girlfriend. Some people in our group of friends had a girlfriend despite being homeless/alcoholic/criminals because they found a woman in a similar situation. There were definitely very few females in our group but I suppose Rafał could have found someone in a similar situation.

You are probably right. In the shadowy world of the "homeless/alcoholic/criminals" there are usually underground "pads" where they crash, trying to forget their miserable lives in mindnumbing bouts of sex. ;)

F, it's not just about sex, it's about love as well, the people I knew in relationships cared for each other and told each other if they were leaving, etc.

You shouldn't have to even think about it you should feel it and see it when you're with him. Hate to burst your bubble but no matter what people may say looks are most important. A good looking person is all of the sudden super funny, fun, interesting and everything else positive. While an unattractive person can be the funniest smartest, nicest person in the world and it will still do him/her no good.

Hey it worked for me.

I was just thinking that maybe Rafał lost track of time because he was drunk. He may still be in that lifestyle after maybe not finding a job. £ukasz was similar before, when I first held his hand, after that I didn't see him for 2 weeks and I wondered why he didn't go to the soup kitchen before it closed to see me, and then I saw him at the day centre. I motioned for him to wait for me but he thought I was leaving so he left without saying more to me, the mind works kind of differently if clouded by alcohol, you lose track of time....and now the soup kitchen will be closed til January 6 so Rafał really couldn't get ahold of me now.

those attributes will 'shine through' on their faces and make them attractive tbh. Although you are right if someone is really good looking they can be nasty shallow dull feckers and still have people chasing them!

uglywoman if you are for real, it is not possible to have any normal relationship with an alcoholic, please raise your standards!

Do you visit this soup kitchen strictly for social reasons?

Rozumiem - well Rafał does not seem violent when he is drunk so I think it's okay, he's polite

F - yes I went to the soup kitchen because my friends went there, so yes social reasons :)

This forum inspired me to join some other random Polish forum so I went on one about programming but so far looks like people aren't looking for friendship on there....I don't just like to post on the boards but also meet new friends.

Uglywoman, this man is a drunkard, homeless, with a criminal record. I don't know whether you drink or have a criminal record, but you've admitted stabbing a man and taking something from a shop without paying for it (you say it was OK because they sold you the wrong product originally, but that wouldn't wash in a Court of Law).

There's a saying here in the UK that birds of a feather flock together. It means that similar people attract each other. I'd suggest forgetting about Rafal, ensuring you don't break the law, and hanging around in places other than homeless shelters and soup kitchens where losers hang out. You're a pretty girl, and aside from the criminal activity you come across as nice. You could do a lot better for yourself :-).

Thanks Englishman....No, I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I don't mind at all if Rafał still drinks or is homeless, he probably isn't because he was now looking for work, which would suggest his mentality changed, I just said maybe he is still drinking as a possibility as to why he hasn't gotten back to me....It doesn't bother me if someone drinks and is homeless as long as they are a pleasant, good person, and about having a criminal record, as long as overall they are a good person, it also doesn't bother me.

Update on the Polish forum about programming that I joined....Someone I wrote to replied to my message...a new friend, perhaps????