sees the child as purely a commodity
I certainly hope she doesn't see it that way. If she did, she would be going after you for child support under the table, I would think.
Remember one thing about women and their feelings towards their children. It's fundamentally different than a man's feelings toward a child. It is created, developed, reinforced and socially enforced to be different.
That child grew in their body, not yours. 24/7 they were responsible from conception for that child who was connected to them physically and mentally for roughly 9 months. Then, labor. No man goes through anything like labor ever in life. Then, a child, a blessing from God, who we are responsible for, and gladly so, we can't imagine life without that child.
Ourchild. Who, many of us continue to be connected to physically for several more months while we breastfeed that child, around the clock. Our child.
It sounds selfish? I'm sorry if it seems that way. But, you have to admit, mothers have a bond with children that begins physically and psychologically and at a far deeper level than fathers do. So, to make a woman feel trapped because of her child, well, we don't view it as a kindness to ourselves or the child. Nor, do we tend to view the child as a commodity. But, as (see what I wrote above) our child, the most precious blessing God could give us. Or nature, if you aren't religious. Not a blessing like someone might view a new car or new house or new job as a blessing. That's not a blessing, there's nothing spiritual about a "thing" being given in our lives. To me, and many other women, having a child really hits us on a spiritual level that it's impossible to describe. I don't know your ex, but it's always hard to imagine a woman viewing a child as a commodity. It is, however, very easy to imagine a man viewing a child that way, I see it often enough.
Complaints by fathers that we ask for child support, for one. Well, to clarify that, men passed the laws for child support, men get tax deductions for paying child support, men enforce the laws for child support, and the courts don't typically allow women to waive child support. Also, statistics have shown (but I'm sure people can dispute this) that women still pay more for the care of child than men do with their typical 17% child support.
OP, I really sincerely do wish you and the ex and the child (most of all, the child) the best of luck to make the child's future the best it can be. It's the only thing that matters in this thread.
ZIMMY, provide links that, as far as I see, are not tied to Father Rights Groups and have no bias for their topic, then I'll read it. Try Phyllis Chesler’s ‘Mothers On Trial', if you are interested, sometime. In the meantime, it's off topic and having nothing to do with this discussion.
Escar, Wow, that was deep.