I am sincerely sorry for you. You seem to have a bad case of Western Worship ;-)
Well sorry but it's the sad truth, I've been to several western european countries, saw all the little towns neat and clean, UK, France, Germany, Sweden, everythings clean, nice old buildings. In Poland - sad, dirty, polluted **** holes. You have maybe not that much bigger variety in shops in western countries than in Poland, but still, in here every new technology is delayed and due to that everything is a little bit more "low-end". If there are nice buildings they are under the cover of thick layer of dirt. They are restoring the "old glory" if it was any, so maybe some day, but despite that these other countries will always be a step forward. It could have been worse, we could have been Ukraine -5 years or Belarus -10. It could have been a little bit better with proper reforms..