Love / I fear she will cheat on me! I love Polska and Zubruwka! [6]

Hello to everybody who is reading me now . First of all i am sorry for my bad english . I have a relationship with a beautiful polish girl and i am from Smyrna . But i think you can help me . I am in love with this girl , this is not an fun relationship or bed relationship , i really love this girl ,i care about her maybe if she is true person for me even i can marry with her.But i am so far away from her so we can't hug we can't kiss etc... I am christian i am brunette and my half is from Greece and my the other half is from Smyrna . So i understand her she love me but she can't hug , kiss me , can't go to cinema or drink Zubrowka( that's the most beautiful alcohol in the world :D thank you Polska! :D) with me .I am so fear about she can cheat me ? because i am very sensitive about that! . I never cheat her .But you understand me ? i am just fear , she can want a kiss boy , drink zubrowka with a boy and be with a alcohol with a boy it's so fear about it. If you understand me please help me Polska <3 . I love polska and zubrowka :)