UK, Ireland / Living in a Polish/Gypsy community in Poland. People don't like me there. [25]

HI, im Gypsy/polish mom polish dad gypsy i live like in uk for long time like 15 years but i was born in Poland and 3 years later came to uk.. yet i don't fell good being half and half, i was in Poland once or twice and people say this is not my country ect and neither is uk, i don't have a dad and once i got nearly beat up by some skinhead.

my dad left me because im with a polish girl so why polish people ate soo hostile towards gypsy people saying this is not your country ect although i was born here ect, i have full education yet still i feel the racism in people, i don't like to go town as people look at me ect.

so why people don't like people like me?
even tough i live like polish does that doesn't change who i am?
if in the eyes of people my home is not UK/PL where is my home then?