lonewolf
10 Apr 2011
Love / Lost my polish (soul mate) girlfriend, wondering if theres a chance she will come back.... [34]
basics:
im 25 shes 32
im american, she is originally from poland, but came to the states at 18/19.
she is an amazing woman who loved me very much, and i her.she is beyond this world wise and knowing. and we had almost 2 years together. things got rocky toward the end and i did a lot of things i shouldnt have. things that she did not like. the first two times were by accident. the last time was intentional.
after almost 2 years of intense love and a relationship like none other, her words, she kicked me out of her life completley. she will not talk to me. she ended it. im wondering though, with such a strong connection and understanding if there is anything i can do or is it possible to gain a polish womans trust/love back. i have not contacted her for weeks now and dont plan to. i am giving her space. but im thinking a love like this...is there any way?
also: she is a firm believer of dreams and symbols and has a very tight relationship with her mother if that helps. before we met, we both dreamed that we would meet eachother. weird, i know, but it makes me wonder even more.
if i could get advice from the somewhat older/experienced people that would be great. but im open to anyone as long as its honest.
basics:
im 25 shes 32
im american, she is originally from poland, but came to the states at 18/19.
she is an amazing woman who loved me very much, and i her.she is beyond this world wise and knowing. and we had almost 2 years together. things got rocky toward the end and i did a lot of things i shouldnt have. things that she did not like. the first two times were by accident. the last time was intentional.
after almost 2 years of intense love and a relationship like none other, her words, she kicked me out of her life completley. she will not talk to me. she ended it. im wondering though, with such a strong connection and understanding if there is anything i can do or is it possible to gain a polish womans trust/love back. i have not contacted her for weeks now and dont plan to. i am giving her space. but im thinking a love like this...is there any way?
also: she is a firm believer of dreams and symbols and has a very tight relationship with her mother if that helps. before we met, we both dreamed that we would meet eachother. weird, i know, but it makes me wonder even more.
if i could get advice from the somewhat older/experienced people that would be great. but im open to anyone as long as its honest.