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Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]
Englishman, I see what you are saying, but I have not done anything that Rafał would have disliked me for and he doesn't know me well enough to conclude that he doesn't like me romantically. Yes, I did stab Rafał Chlebowski (same first name, different person), and that was wrong of me. However, it does not seem like the sort of thing to phase Rafał, since he has fought with people as well, I would think. Here is what happened with RC. Let's call him Jasiek because that was his alias and I don't want to confuse you guys. One day I saw Jasiek in Ladbroke Grove ater not having seen him for a week. I walked with him and his friends back to Shepherd's Bush. He said that he had a hangover and that I should talk to someone else. A week later, I got a phone call on my mobile from a girl saying that she and Jasiek had a child and that she lived in Richmond. I later found that it was a call from a girl who disliked me when she found out that my financial situation was different from her one.
I contacted Jasiek's friend Chris and went to his flat. Jasiek told me that it was not true. But he told me to go home and that he was busy playing video games. I did stay there overnight but left in the morning. Jasiek said that he would come with me to my flat in central London that evening. When I went there to collect him, Jasiek told me to **** off, showed me the middle finger, and told me that he didn't care if I left England. That is when I stabbed him in the arm with a kitchen knife. After that, I cried, but Chris and Jasiek told me that it was okay. Then they purchased some vodka and drank it. I wanted to leave, but Jasiek kept saying that he wanted to drink some more. I raised my voice so Jasiek and Chris's roommate, David, assaulted me (no need to go into detail). After that, David physically tried to prevent me from leaving, so I phoned the police and we were all arrested. With that said I definitely regretted my actions immediately afterwards.
Re the makeup, I did not steal the foundation; but rather exchanged my foundation for the proper colour since they had made a mistake when they chose one for me. Even if I had stolen it, I doubt Rafał would mind, since I would think he has stolen things before as well. I remember that once he and £ukasz stole some blankets from the Holiday Inn; I can't blame them because it was cold. I will try to be a nice person as you said English :)
Inspe, oh that might be the case! That he doesn't want to show that he's poor.
Sobieski, it's good to have some opinions about the matter and to be able to discuss my feelings about it.
P3, I see what you are saying. Maybe he thought I seemed shy when I spoke to him. But he didn't seem to have a problem with me whatsoever then, since he did ask if I wanted to watch a movie with him.
It is interesting that he has not been to the soup kitchen for 1.5-2 months. That suggests that he now has some money. I wonder what he is doing now. If I spoke to him I would not want to ask him if he's still on the streets or if he now lives somewhere; don't want to offend him. Bruce doesn't know but he knows that sometimes he had some construction jobs in other parts of the UK. Wish I knew exactly what was going on.
Honestly my biggest concern was that I wouldn't be able to find Rafał and I was very surprised and excited when Bruce told me that he had run into him. I was very excited that I had the chance to talk to him. Rafał just seems like an honest person who would not agree to do something unless he fully intends to do so.
