but tell me the truth is it that hard in poland
If you don't speak Polish and with such dreadful English skills, you'll find it next to impossible to survive in Poland. Sorry, but that's the way it is.
How old are you? Go away, educate yourself properly, take the time to learn Polish to at least conversational level and then consider a move to Poland. Otherwise, don't waste your time.
As for Polish citizenship - what's your entitlement?