Griff76 2 | 22 2 Jan 2007 / #1Hi everyone,Well the Polish girl im in love with doesn't want anything more to do with me,i don't feel its my fault,the only thing i'm guilty of is being in love with her????I do feel like my world has come to an end,im not eating,sleeping,etc.....you know the usuall!!!How we got together is a very long story,so i won't bore anyone:)I think she just wants to be friends and it feels like she's just forgetting all the special times we had and treating me like a stranger!!!Its driving me mad......I've thought about this very hard and i still love her so very much but to just turn those emotions i have inside me off and have next to nothing contact just doesn't seem right to me.....its to painfull to me and gives me no time to heal my broken heart,i do feel discarded by her and that hurts me alot.So as much as i want to hold on and hope that one day she will come running back into my arms i've just got to face facts and realise its not going to happen,what i would like to do is have some sort of message translated by you good people.......i don't know......something like........'I love you more than anything but the way things are now are to painfull for me to carry on,i can't just forget what happened and just treat you as a friend,i think the best soloution is to stop contact between us,it will be hard but i will never forget the woman who i truely gave my heart to'Actually i don't know what to do????I know i can't go on like this,so any advice is appreciated,i would of married this girl,thats how serious i am about her but i will let her go if thats her wish,i love her to do that,i just want to do it the right way!!!!!I appreciate the time anyone spends reading this and any help given.Simon.