Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]


Somebody is in the same shoes as me!!...
Although the idea of having to cheat on someone is NOT something I am comfortable with...sometimes you don't have very many choices..
I don't know what feeling she has for me but I didn't speak to her at all for more than a week to try to understand her (and my own) mind and try to find out if it is all about SEX!! She didn't speak to me either ,,,till I broke the silence..When I spoke to her she was a broken woman..She said "its NOT about just SEX..I am crazy about you"..I don't know what to make of it!! Does she or does she NOT!!

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

thanks people..you are kind

Love / Polish women are more inhibited in bed? [51]

what is a chuj ?? And I don't ask my girls if they like to sleep with a bisexual man...The question is for the forum..But all those sad and nasty people are allowed to spill their sadness and sexual frustrations all over the internet..good job ppl..keep it up!!

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

I was trying to get it off my chest!!!

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

I have tried with my wife a lot....Failed to communicate with her at all...she know my weakness is my daughters and I will not leave them..so she is safe!!

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

Its So true jestesjedyny.....Thanks for ur kind words and ray of hope....I shouldn't be selfish!! I should think of my little girls!! They will love me one day

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

Sorry guys..I was away...thanks for ur kind words..well for most of them..
Some clarifications.. I am married too and have two kids of my own...My marriage has been on the rocks for a while..and this happened.....I am trying to put my acts together for my kids but it is killing me at the same time knowing that I will never have love ever

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

Yes there are kids involved..My two beautiful girls

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

Ironically I found out today that she said to someone that "a bartek jest super mezusiem " which probably means that her husband is a super husband!!

I don't know what to think of it all!!!! My heart has been taken for a ride!!

How can a woman say the samething about two men?? She swears that I am the best!! and then this!!!

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

But how could I have lied to myself that I don't love her!! It wasn't a deliberate decision!! I fell for it!! I now wish I hadn't!! But what about the beautiful moments that we shared?? Are they nothing?? Is marriage the absolute truth?? Do things NOT change in life?? Once we have said "I DO"...is that the end of it? Even if you are NOT happy??

Love / A Polish Married Girl Rocks my boat!! [54]

I know guys..I am not a marriage breaker..She tells me that she loves me..But being a human being I have no way of reading her mind!! Probably I will never find out if her love is for real!!!...God why things have to be this way!! I will never die in peace ever!!