I LOVE HER :(
without spending a dollar
it is not abt money arrgh, not MONEY!
student time is different, first love, first girl, different look, flowers, struggle!
I love her much :( always.
Todays situation is tht i cannot get straight message of her reason, but only angry face, "zahi it is OK" mode :(, worst mode ! aahh! will not talk straight :( , whole hours of struggle, not days if lucky :(. WHYYYYYYYY :(
Sometimes work makes most deep lovers forget perfect timing.
You think i dont do special things? still give flowers, still go out but not as frequently. make love but then she is ok, just a few days or week of tough work and she will DOUBTTTTTTTT , doubt ME! i never LOOK AT ANY GIRL BUT HER :( ahhhhahhhhhh.
I came home thinkin to sit, drink coffee wth her, talk with son and daughter, typical relaxation. Cud plan a date wth her YES I STILL TAKE HER OUT!
she keep doubting on and off, now "ZAHI IT IS OKKKKKK" aaaahhhhh :( ya sure your attitude tells me how OK it is. I dont forget, only first time since more than 1 year now. CAN HAPPEN, FEW HOUR LATE CAN HAPPEN!
Later on other topics, i need to listen, accept accusation, be better husband, BUT EVEN NOW WHAT IS WRONG IN ME? I LOVE HER I WILL ALWAYS, SO WHY DOUBTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT WHY WHY WHY? EVENING GONE.
HOW MEN MARRIED TO POLISH HANDLE THIS? ANYONEEEEEEEE , ANYONE WHO WON ??? I NEVER WIN :(