No just got tested by blood for aids and I am healthy that way but might have cancer Ill find out again wensday.
For what it's worth, I hope you don't.
and no it isnt but when you are in love or where in love it would seem like the end of the world.
Just remember the good things, and be grateful for those moments, forget the bad stuff and dare to dream about tomorrow. I know, it sounds dramatic and slightly poetic but I really mean it. (I mean having something to live for makes all the difference!) You should do all the things you like for a change, and spend some quality time with your girlfriends. Maybe you'll even bump into someone who will make you happier than you were, you never know.