If you understand me please help me
No, I'm sorry I don't understand. What do you want from me?
If you don't trust your girlfriend then it doesn't say much about your relationship with her.
this is not an fun relationship or bed relationship
If there's no fun and no bed then what's the point?
she can want a kiss boy , drink zubrowka with a boy and be with a alcohol with a boy it's so fear about it
This is very true. Your fears are not without foundation. Get in there first and buy her some vodka and hope it's you that she kisses:P