What were you asking about?
I just thought you suggested me having cannabis prescribed.
A simple misunderstanding your words.
A suggestion for LeeHughes:
Try to smell some natural herbs or oils, for example: a smell of oranges causes that mood becomes better, lavender helps to relax and so on... It's called aromatherapy.
I guess its impact on senses is not very strong, but you can try at least.
You can also have "cannabis" crushed and smell it.
Smelling herbs is nicer than smelling "bongs".
I hope you will be ok.