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Joined: 18 Dec 2013 / Female ♀
Last Post: 3 Mar 2014
Threads: 3
Posts: 75
From: Taiwan
Speaks Polish?: yes
Interests: dogs

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Uglywoman   
2 Jan 2014
Po polsku / Piszę po polsku - ludzie zmieniają się pod wpływem pieniędzy [32]

boze swiety. ja dopiero porozmawialam z przyjacielem przez telefon.
on zmienil sie naprawde! kiedy ja go znalam, on byl skromny i bardzo bardzo dobry ale teraz, on pracuje, ma pieniadze, i mysli, ze on jest lepszy od naszych przyjaciol, on nie szanuje innych. jest smutnie naprawde! serce boli, kiedy ludzie zmieniaja sie z powodu pieniedzy!

ja zawsze mialam pieniadze bo moja rodzina jest ze tak powiem dosc bogata ale nigdy nie myslalam, ze jestem lepsza od innych, nie smialam sie z lukasza kiedy on byl bezdomny, ja pralam jego odziez dla niego kiedy byl bezdomny, uwazalam na niego kiedy byl pijany i on teraz odwdziecy sie tak, mysli ze on jest najwazniejszy i ze jego byle przyjaciele nie licza! gdzie jest skromny dobry czklowiek kogo znalam!

on, oni zawodzili mnie, dlaczego musza ludzie sie zmienic kiedy dostaja pieniadze?
a rafal tez sklamal mi, ja teraz jestem pewna, on mial caly czas telefon, czy to prawda ze wszycy zmieniaja sie jak tylko maja pieniadze?

jesli ja poznam nowego przyjaciela czy on tez nie bedzie szanowal mnie jak skoro on bedzie mial pieniadze?
chce wierzyc ze czasami ludzie nie zmieniaja sie..........
Uglywoman   
2 Jan 2014
Language / Is it possible to learn Polish while not living in Poland? If yes, how? [37]

I don't think simply living in a country will teach you the language, so best bet is probably to work hard with it :D

I had many Polish friends who lived in England more than 5 years and only knew a few important words like arrested, police, lighter :)
Uglywoman   
31 Dec 2013
Off-Topic / Polish Programming Forum - No one wanted friendship [14]

Joined a Polish programming forum as I wanted to find a forum similar to this one (no one here seems interested in friendship either) where people were interested in friendship, wrote to 60 people but none were interested in friendship....any idea why? I just wrote that I'm new, my name is Maya, and I'd like to know new people...I give up on that forum :/ Maybe people don't want to have friends on internet or something, maybe that's why Rafał didn't want to communicate with me too....though I thought people would want friendship....

Hm, I think after sending out 60-70 messages 2 people may be interested in friendship :)
They told me their name and age and I wrote them asking if they wanted to talk so I'm waiting to hear back from them :)
Uglywoman   
31 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Thanks Englishman....No, I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I don't mind at all if Rafał still drinks or is homeless, he probably isn't because he was now looking for work, which would suggest his mentality changed, I just said maybe he is still drinking as a possibility as to why he hasn't gotten back to me....It doesn't bother me if someone drinks and is homeless as long as they are a pleasant, good person, and about having a criminal record, as long as overall they are a good person, it also doesn't bother me.

Update on the Polish forum about programming that I joined....Someone I wrote to replied to my message...a new friend, perhaps????
Uglywoman   
30 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Rozumiem - well Rafał does not seem violent when he is drunk so I think it's okay, he's polite

F - yes I went to the soup kitchen because my friends went there, so yes social reasons :)

This forum inspired me to join some other random Polish forum so I went on one about programming but so far looks like people aren't looking for friendship on there....I don't just like to post on the boards but also meet new friends.
Uglywoman   
30 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

I was just thinking that maybe Rafał lost track of time because he was drunk. He may still be in that lifestyle after maybe not finding a job. £ukasz was similar before, when I first held his hand, after that I didn't see him for 2 weeks and I wondered why he didn't go to the soup kitchen before it closed to see me, and then I saw him at the day centre. I motioned for him to wait for me but he thought I was leaving so he left without saying more to me, the mind works kind of differently if clouded by alcohol, you lose track of time....and now the soup kitchen will be closed til January 6 so Rafał really couldn't get ahold of me now.
Uglywoman   
29 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

F, it's not just about sex, it's about love as well, the people I knew in relationships cared for each other and told each other if they were leaving, etc.
Uglywoman   
28 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

I think Rafał has a girlfriend. Some people in our group of friends had a girlfriend despite being homeless/alcoholic/criminals because they found a woman in a similar situation. There were definitely very few females in our group but I suppose Rafał could have found someone in a similar situation.
Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Haha Jonny:)
In my mind's eye I picture myself with my head on Rafał's shoulder. I have my hand on his chest, I imagine it not to be hairy, hope I am correct, then I look up at Rafał and he smiles at me in a kind way.

Rafał is a down to earth person and he would not give a beagle's ass if I was wearing makeup or not, he does not care about stuff like that. He knows the important things in life.

I am sure that Rafał is in jail or in a drunken stupor because otherwise he would have contacted me, Rafał is too much of an angel to let a friend down like that.

It sucks that Rafał did not think it is worth taking some time to communicate with me, I wonder why....
Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

People tell me that I shouldn't let Rafał's opinion define who I am.
But Rafał is a good person so I trust his opinion.
Similarly, if Jesus told you you were a bad person, wouldn't you believe him? (if you are Christian)
I feel upset about this so did not sleep at my regular time :(



Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

But I also don't want to kiss someone unless I knew them for a long time

Rafał represents all that is pure, good, and beautiful in this world and the world seems empty without him
Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Who is Deepak?

Yes Jon, you are right when you say my blog is authetic. In earlier posts I wrote about £ukasz and as you can see I wrote a post about Rafał there as well. I wonder if I will ever hear from him again. Maybe someday I'll meet someone as nice and humble as Rafał, if I dare to hope. Too bad I was not important to him.
Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Rozumiem my sweet little horse angel thank you SO much for thinking I'm not ugly (although the PT joked on me big time) and well I do like my friends but I guess Rafał is not so nice as it seemed >.> What did you do for Xmas? Where are you from? Here in Taiwan normally we don't celebrate but I went to some event in Taipei in the far east shangri la hotel earlier.
Uglywoman   
26 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

Happy Christmas F stop honey, well I feel kind of depressing because I don't feel good about myself especially when the personal trainer confirmed my ugliness. But as it is I have a gig at a clothing store this afternoon so I'll throw on some makeup, probably try a colour I haven't used yet from YSL's Midnight 5-colour harmony eye shadow and a pinkish lip gloss from YSL, might give me the illusion of feeling better about myself. I'm going to carry on going to the gym and just ignore the personal trainer, just join some classes there and use the equipment.

Shawn yes you are 100% right about the fact that I am in Taiwan :)
Uglywoman   
25 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

I understand and thank you Adam though it is damn hard to believe Rafał was a player since we had all the same friends and they were all beautiful people, so I assumed he must be the same. I'm actually Chinese. So maybe there is 1 ugly Chinese - me :D

I just found out Ash has been pretending to go to the soup kitchen and it's been closed for 2 weeks over the holidays. That's really ****** up of him. He just pretended so he can get in my pants because he tried to make me sleep with him when I was in London. That's really messed up though that he would lie like that, wow. He was saying all this **** about how he asked about Rafał, and he said that the people there said maybe he went to Poland, easy for him to say that so it seems like he tried to ask...of course Rafał didn't go to Poland, ridiculous ****.

It would have been really nice to talk to Rafał but I guess I can't....the fact is he doesn't want to talk to me since I am ugly....
Uglywoman   
25 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

It's possible. But he wanted to embarrass me by pretending to ask in that way so I would ask hey, is it like that, so that he can act like I harassed him. Tough to be ugly in this society. I was already feeling bad about myself about Rafał so Ziyang should have kept his big fat mouth shut. I am not paying to be insulted and mocked, I am paying to use the gym equipment, somehow he misunderstood the purpose of the gym.....

The thing about Rafał is that he would never in a million years do something like this to someone. He is a kind and honest guy. When he asked me if I wanted to watch a movie with him, and if I had been single and had gone with him, and asked him, "Rafał, is this a date?" He would not have said, "No, you ugly *****, I just asked you to go because I thought you liked watching movies and I feel really sorry for you because you are so ugly and everyone laughs at you." He would have just talked in a down-to-earth way. Rafał is a fantastic person and he probably just didn't get back to me because he has been in jail all this time.

You usually get released on bail on own recognisance but if he was being aggressive with the police while being held, or even attacked a police officer, or there is a flight risk, or he has been arrested one too many times, or it's a more serious crime, then they may not let him go the next day. Rafał is probably sitting in a jail cell right now thinking nice thoughts about me like, "Gee, I sure hope Maya is having a nice evening."
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Love / Rejected - Rafal thought I was ugly? [85]

I wonder if Rafał is at the Crisis at Christmas event or what he is doing. Strange to think that he doesn't go to the soup kitchen any more, and doesn't want to mix with the plebs...maybe that's why he doesn't want to talk to me :/

Merged: Apparently, a confirmation that Rafal thought I was ugly

I went to the gym today. I asked one of the personal trainers how to use one of the equipments.

He asked me for my phone number. I gave it to him and then I asked him, "So did you ask for my phone number because you wanted to go on a date" and he said "I can't" in a tone of voice like I was sexually harassing him. Then I asked him, so are you going to call me to advertise your PT? Because I don't need that right now" and he said "No, I just thought you might have questions." Which is possible because I asked him to give me a missed call and if I hadn't asked, he maybe would have done it so that I can call HIM with questions and he can know who it is.

I just feel like he did this on purpose, like acted like he wants to date me so that I would ask about it and then make out like I'm harassing him and confirm that I am ugly.

So I take this as an undeniable proof that Rafał thought I was ugly as well. It sucks so much to be ugly :/
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Genealogy / Locating Coworker - Mika Klos [10]

Nope, I'm Taiwanese American but I came to the forum to ask about my Polish friend.
I just thought I would give 2 cents as I've tried locating people in the past myself.
Yes try to contact maybe one of the posters here that lives in Poland and they could look in the phonebook for you.
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Genealogy / Locating Coworker - Mika Klos [10]

Ah, she may still work there. You should ask someone living in poland, I don't know..
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Genealogy / Locating Coworker - Mika Klos [10]

How old would she be now? If i were you I would phone the hospitals in Warsaw with the name of the sister, hopefully you know her name, at least you know her last name.
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Genealogy / Locating Coworker - Mika Klos [10]

I'm sorry to hear, I hope you can find her......maybe she told you what city she is from and whatnot....and about her family....
Uglywoman   
24 Dec 2013
Genealogy / Locating Coworker - Mika Klos [10]

I think you should contact someone in that company the "hanau german military" and also other people you knew from that time and if you remember any clues she said you can use those as well.