i dont want to end it for good and find out hes telling the truth. what then?
it seems your trying to find any excuse not to finish it, don't be so blind and don't have tunnel vision. This guy is not right, in any shape or form, its best to move on and leave him to his sister/friend, whatever.
for example he is so good for you that you are having counseling!!!!! he is the reason your having it, you bin him you stop the counseling and then get on with your life. I think you should change your name from 'wondering' to 'listening' that would give everybody a bit of confidence in the fact that you are able to move on from this creep of a guy.
Whatever hold he has over you is pretty strong i just hope you can break it.
Hope it helps,
harsh as usual
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